LINDEN “It is always like this every weekend?” Estelle asked, a little overwhelmed. I stopped in front of the fridge. “When the gangs are around, yeah.” She went to the window of my father’s kitchen with a smile on her face. I took her here this morning since I felt like this was the safest place for her. When I sent a group chat last night, I wasn’t expecting everyone would come. Even Moses was present. I brought another batch of beers to the backyard. Estelle had a tray of desserts. “You shouldn’t let a lady carry, asshole.” “Language.” It was my father scolding Sax. “Sorry, Pops.” He took the tray from Estelle. “I pass for the dessert. I think I had never been stuffed in my life. The brisket was so good. The best I ever had.” Moses complimenting my father made him even blush. “Thank you. It’s a technique made with a good amount of time and attention. Just like a relationship, it needs good nurturing.” I didn’t miss how my father stole a glance in my direction. “I agree. I
ESTELLEThe shoot for the upcoming campaign started. We took models of different colors, sizes, races, and gender because I always believed in diversity, that women and trans were beautiful and had a place in this world.I had lunch with Willa, Micah, and my mom during the break. Willa was so friendly and got along with Mom pretty quickly.When we came back to the gallery, they already started for the last part. “Darling, can I borrow my daughter?”“Of course, Mrs. Moore.”“Just Deirdre, darling. I would look too old by Mrs. Moore.” Of course, she was joking.“Where are we going?” I asked as she dragged me out of the gallery.“Once the shoot is done, the staff will return to the office. I really love the new collections. I can already see them sold out.”“Thanks for the vote of confidence, Mom. I wish the launch would go smoothly. I don’t want surprises and disasters. The only surprise I want is how the customers and fans positively react to the products they love.”We entered the we
LINDEN “What?” Estelle noticed the look in my eyes and the uneasiness in my action. “Will you move in with me?” Well, that was unexpected. I did not want her to stay in my house because of our security issue. My problem with Jasper wouldn’t end soon, but even so, I still wanted Estelle to be in our home, to wake up next to her, to sleep beside her, and see her smile before I closed my eyes. I wasn’t just subtle. “You want me to—” “Move in with me. You know, taking a big step.” I didn’t know why I suddenly felt nervous. What more if I asked her to marry me? I might collapse while proposing. “Oh.” There was that mix of amusement and joy dancing in her eyes that my not-so-subtle invitation had a chance. “I know we’ve been staying under the same roof, but I don’t want you to get the idea that you’re staying with me because of the security problem. No, this time is different. I’m talking about our relationship. And I know we’ve just been—” “Stop.” She pressed a finger on my lips. “St
ESTELLE I hadn’t heard from Linden in hours, and he didn’t pick up my call. I started to get worried, but I would know if something had changed in his plans. I was still curious about how Hanslo could possibly help him from prison. I may know nothing about how things work in Osmium, but just the tensions and his sleepless nights, I had a feeling what was going on was bigger than Jasper’s missing. I went home to my house quickly when I felt a little more tired than before. “Do you need anything?” Qamar asked. “I’m good, thanks.” “I already booked a movers company. They can have your things in two days.” “Thank you, Micah.” I blew a huge breath as I went to my closet to change from my work clothes. “I feel like I can sleep the whole day.” “Where is she?” I quickly covered myself with my unbuttoned shirt when I heard Linden’s stern voice asking for me. I felt butterflies in my stomach. I couldn’t believe I still felt when we’d been dating for almost three months now. “Why are y
LINDEN “Wow. You’re gonna be a father?” Willa hugged me so tight. “I can’t wait to be an aunt. And dang, you and Estelle will have cute mini Estelle and Gabe.” “Thanks.” My word— a single lifeless word came out of my mouth since I left Estelle, and it didn’t miss from everyone’s kin ears. “Why so glum, Gabriel Rembrandt?” “What’s wrong, son?” Moses asked. I looked at Moses. “You seem not surprised?” “I’ve known it in a while now.” My eyes narrowed. “And you did not tell me? Why?” “It’s not my secret to tell. And I warned you. Haven’t I told you to stop moping and do something before you regret it? And I even told you your life would drastically change, but having a child didn’t come to your mind.” “You two had a fight,” Quinn said. I called him out from his team because I needed him when I met who had Jasper. “Yeah. I was furious. She was about to marry that piece of—” I still had that shiver every time I remembered Weston. It sickened me. “While she has my child.” The words
ESTELLE “I’m not doing that. He can’t control me.” I thought my anger was permanently settling in my chest. It had been almost two days, and I was still angry at Linden. “He’s not. That’s his belief, and he’s the baby daddy, Estelle.” “Aren’t you supposed to be on my side? I’m your daughter, Mom. You’re supposed to be telling me to run when there’s a sign of a red flag. He’s bad news.” Mom cocked a brow. “Is he, though? Then why did you sleep and stay with him? Why did you let him get you pregnant if he’s bad news? I don’t see a red flag either than being a responsible baby daddy. I think that’s admirable because he didn’t even tell you to remove the baby or blame you for getting pregnant.” “He can’t blame me. He’s the one who didn’t use condoms, and I was on a pill, but I might have missed a dose. I don’t know.” I shrugged. When it was unusual for mother and daughter to talk about sex, but not with us. “TMI, Estelle.” Mom just smiled as she sipped her coffee. I went out of th
LINDEN I talked over the phone for hours with Deirdre, Estelle’s mother. From Estelle’s childhood to her failed marriage, her sacrifices, about Star LLC, to my relationship with her daughter and pregnancy. I was enlightened. Deirdre was filled with wisdom. She admitted to failing in a lot of things and her success, but she kept her feet on the ground. When I mentioned marrying her daughter, she cried. She was happy and excited to be a grandmother, too. That was days ago. I’d said something I wasn’t proud of. I’d done something I regretted. When I made mistakes, I made amends for them. Estelle, on the other hand, was strong-willed and stubborn. I didn’t visit her, and because she was stubborn, she did the same. I didn’t check on her. She stayed in her house. I chose not to call her, and she gave me the cold shoulder. Right now, she hadn’t said a word until we pulled up in front of the house. She stood on her ground. Despite our misunderstanding, I was thrilled that our baby was per
ESTELLE Two days ago, we went to apply for our marriage license, and I still felt like he was a stranger to me. I kept reminding myself that what I was doing was for my child’s sake, for their future. That was what kept me going and stayed sane. I slept peacefully next to Linden despite the strain in our relationship was still there because I knew he would never put me in any harm’s way. And it was not about carrying his child, but one thing I was sure of, he would protect me with his life. That was his nature. That was who he was. He was awesome in many ways. I woke up late than usual since I would only be reporting to the office in the afternoon today. Linden wasn’t in bed anymore. My first guess, he was in the gym or making breakfast. It was a beautiful day. The curtain was drawn to the side. I could see the bright sun streaking from the window—beautiful fresh flowers on the vase, which was new. I still didn’t have the morning sickness, which was great. As I stretched out, s