After closing the restaurant and letting my self into my apartment. I couldn't help not think about the detective. Sitting in the bathroom and removing my makeup, I stare at me self in the mirror. The scar is so visible and so horrible it's just a daily reminder of my life. Removing my clothes and hoping into the shower looking at my self in the mirror and seeing my darkened bruises and scars on my body. I just wish I can erase those nine years of my childhood from my mind. But if I do I would never of met my saviour. Max. Getting into bed I drift off to sleep thinking about him and our meeting tomorrow. I would have to get into work earlier to prepare my makeup routine and find something suitable to wear so my bruising is not visible to anyone.
The next morning waking up refreshed and happy, thanking the lord for my freedom. I jump out of bed go to the bathroom then go get breakfast ready. I decided to lounge around in my pyjamas till two o clock before making my way downstairs. Today I've decided to wear a long sleeve dark green jumpsuit. It has a high collar which is perfect for hiding my body. Starting my makeup routine and wondering what he wants to talk to me about. Putting on my heels having one last look in the mirror I make my way into the restaurant. A couple of staff already there getting ready for dinner and Max patiently waiting at the door. With a smile on my face I let him in.A couple of staff were already in the restaurant getting ready for dinner and Max was patiently waiting at the door. With a smile on my face and a "hi", I let him in.. He returned my smile and greeting. I closed the door behind him and walked towards our table. I picked a secluded table with not much lighting and away from staff. As we sat down I went and got two coffees we with both have black mugs of coffee so that was easy. Max was staring at me I can feel his eyes. He is such a handsome man tall tanned deep blue eyes. Today he was wearing blue denim jeans a T-shirt and leather jacket he looked like a model with his messy blond hair. I feel myself flushed and quickly removed those thoughts from my mind. Max couldn't sleep last night thinking about her and thinking dirty thoughts he could not believe the sexy dream that woke him up in a sweat involving Jenna. He got you early went for a jog came back had breakfast got dressed and ready. Wai
Then when he touched my hands and then my chin then kissed me I felt a sensation that I couldn't explain. After he left I sat there for what felt like ages. It took a table booking to get me off my concentration of Max.Sunday came around so quickly. Waking up and showering I sat I front of my cupboard deciding what to wear. It's thirty five degrees today going to be so hot. I hate going out on hot days, I hate showing off my arms and legs. I have nothing to wear. The faded bruises and scars are so visible to the eye I hate people feeling sorry for me. I decided to wear my black denim jeans, white skivvy to cover the scar underneath my chin, red vest and sneakers. I straightened my hair then applied my make up. I have never applied makeup on before in the heat, hopefully it will stay on all day. As soon as the bell rang I took my bag and went downstairs. When I opened the door he greeted me with a smile and stunned
As he came to pay the bill he said "I have a surprise for you ". I was so excited I've never had a surprise before. We made our way out to his car. It was a beautiful black two door Mercedes. He opened the door for me, as I sat on the beautiful leather chair I couldn't help but admire everything in the car. It smelt like money. When he sat in he turned to me and said " Do you like " "I love " I giggled. He laughed as he was turning on the car. As we made our way onto the road I asked him "where are we going?" "Not telling its a surprise " he said. I relaxed back in the car and listening to the music I've never been around this area. I was eager to find out where we were going. As soon as he pulled into the parking he saw my stunned face. He had taken me to the zoo. I couldn't believe it. I was so excited I couldn't wait to get out of the car and inside seeing all the animals. Max bought tickets and we went through the gates. Four hours later with lots of photos we
" Jenna your quiet " he said I didn't know what to say. "When can I see you again? I don't want to wait till next Sunday". He parked the car and turned to face me looking up I didn't realise we were at my apartment. I picked my words carefully turning in my seat to face him and said " Max today was the best day of my life, no one has done or given me a quarter of what you have. I don't think we should continue. It's wrong and I'm not sure I can give you want you want. I'm not ready, my life is a mess, my head is messed up. " Not reliesing that a tear slipped down my face, until he lifted my face towards him and wiped them, he bent his face towards me and kissed both my eyes then the scar from under my eye to my ear. I didn't move I couldn't look up at him embarrassed. I knew he had seen it and felt it. " I wish I could have five minutes with the bastard that did this" he whisperedbefore he bought his lips to mine, kissing me roughly. &nb
Max sat in the car after she left. He new he scared her. As soon as he saw the scar on her face he knew why she puts so much gunk on her face. He couldn't really see it but he felt it. Today was amazing. Being with her holding her hand. He wanted more but she wasn't ready he will just keep patient with her till she is.Max woke up early the next morning, getting ready for work he debated wether to go passed Jennas apartment or just call her and see if she's ok. In the end he sat down at the kitchen table and pulled out his phone. " Good-morning, how are you today?" he said. "Good-morning" she replied. As she was sitting down for her breakfast, all night she couldn't stop thinking about Max and when she woke up she was dreaming of the kiss they shared and now he's calling her. " I'm fine how are you, are you at work" she replied. " I'm great, just getting ready for work." There was silence from both ends before he answere
His only words were " I'm picking you up tomorrow at nine we're going shopping for a few dresses" and he left. I kept watching him till I could see no more. The phone still ringing I closed the door and went to answer. Later I would have time to think. Spending all night thinking about the shopping and the stress of it all. I need to be sure of what to buy how to cover my self up. How to cover my scars. I decided to wear something that I have from work, for the twenty first birthday. I will not let him see my body my scars my faded bruises which have never left me. Thatnight before going to bed I sent him a message saying " Max, Thankyou for the offer to go shopping with you. Unfortunately I can't I have too much to do as we were short staffed tonight. I already have something pretty to wear, please don't waste your money on me. I see you soon if not then I'll see you on Saturday" It was late and Max was sitting at his d
One o'clock came, she got a message from Max he was parked down stairs. Grabbing her bag and having one final look in the mirror she left her apartment and went down stairs. Max was waiting leaning on his car looking gorgeous as ever. His black pants, white shirt with his tie hanging around his neck and messy hair just made my heart go crazy. I was ready to tell him off when he cupped my face in his big hands and kissed me. I would of fallen had he not helled me. " Hello beautiful " he's said as he opened the door. I turned to look at him and he kissed me again. I shock my head at him and was about to say " Max" but before I could finish he said " Every time you look at me with those beautiful big brown eyes I'm going to kiss you! So we can stay here all day and I'll just have to keep kissing you, I don't mind." I shook my head and started to laugh as I got into the car. He makes me so happy. He is so into my head.
At first your body looks like a bat has been taken to it and it killed me seeing you like this but now after looking at you it's not so bad. The scar on your cheek is visible but covered you cannot tell. The reddish scar under your chin is only visible up close. I'm sure Max is going to kiss every inch of your body. You have a lot of darkened bruises, I'll ask a friend who's a Dr about them. Carolyn was honest and straightforward. Stop being shy. If it wasn't for the scars and bruises you have a sexy body you need to show it off. Turning me to face the mirror she asked how I got them. I told her. She wrapped her arms around my naked body and kissed my shoulder and said, " he's a bastard of a father not every bloke is like him! Now When your dress is ready you will come here and I will get you dressed and organise your hair and makeup. You are going to wow everyone but most of all Max. He is going to ravish you in the elevator!" "Thanky