CHAPTER 2 Knights.

A/N P. O. V

"Mom, don't do this.......PLEASE." a little boy said to his mother wipping his tears away, who's face is stain with tears which are Continuesly falling on his soft cheeks.

"I am sorry my child but I....I can't live anymore." mother said to her little child while trying hard not to break down in front of her child who is continuesly telling his mother to stop this.

But now she can't take it anymore she knew that her child will be left alone but she doesn't have that much courage in herself anymore to bear all this silently.

She wouldn't able to see someone whom she loved above her life loathe her.

Whom she gave all the happiness of her life but in return.. What did she get?

pain...!!!

Only PAIN,

And, now she had made a decision to not back off from the thing which she is going to do. Maybe this will be only the way to give her some peace and rest to which she is logging for.

"No.. Please..don't leave me.. I will do everything you will say to me just don't leave me... Mom. I can't live without you. " the little soul confronting his mother but his mother just smiled in return.

And, said the things which was beyond his understanding but he knows that after this maybe he can never smile.

"Take care of yourself...and your fath.. father......Xavier"she told him.

"No.. no.. no... Mom!!! " Little soul shouted at the top of his lungs.

XAVIER KNIGHT P. O. V

"MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

I woke up with a jerk panting heavily while dreaming of the last conversation with my mother... sweat bread form on my forehead and were dripping down while my eyes got moisturize by thinking of my mother , my only love.

'Ahhh again that Nightmare....!!!!' , I thought

Suddenly My eyes fell on the clock which was hanging in the front wall showing half past four in the morning. Still time for the rise of sun.

I sighed, now sleep was faraway. Again falling sleep was useless. I started feeling restless this always happens whenever I get this nightmare.

'I know what will make me calm…...!!!!', I thought and looked at my surrounding which looks different from my bed room.

“Where the hell I am….?” I murmured to myself after realizing it.

I glance beside me feeling some kind of movement and saw a girls. She is sleeping beside me ,NAKED. ‘What the fuck is this..…..’, I internally screamed.

I noticed that I also don’t have any cloth on my skin. my eyes roam on the floor seeing my clothes scattered everywhere in the room.

Then, the memories of last night flashing in my mind.

How I have saw My Dad fucking my secretary in my office desk like a man-whore. After firing my 'money and dick addict’ secretary. I got involved in a huge fight with my Dad and from there I left angrily to clear my mind.

I came to the most renowned club of London where I lost myself in anger and their get drunk heavily. Then, A girl came showing me her slutty figure to seduce me.

She wore a highly tight dress which was till her upper thighs and her Blossom was almost popping out of her dress .

Seeing her I made a cringe face but then I compose my self in normal as I was already very high and need a release of myself so, I let her to seduce me.

I also wanted to know her bitchy Skill who pounder herself on every man. She sat on my lap her legs were on the either side of my waist grinding her core on my d**k.

“Heyyy handsome you look very tired….. Should I help you to release your stress” She said Huskily while roaming her manicured hand on my body which increase my desires more and more.

Then suddenly she kissed me and I lost in my desire. I didn't’t know when we end up here in this prestigious hotel owned by me. Having all night rough and wild s*x to satisfying our needs.

Well it’s not a new. I always have sex to release my stress and satisfy my physical needs. I never enjoy fucking these already fucked up pussy and money made cunt.

They are only to satisfy my physical needs but never once a girl who satisfy my physical as well as heart desire. I never feel content there is always a lack of something.

But can’t do anything because till now I got to know that there is no one who would satisfy this Xavier’s heart desire.

I Always satisfying my junior and then I kicked them out as I can’t tolerate these whore around me even for a minute. because they disgust me.

Even I am not a saint but still I am not the one who was throwing myself on them for money and pussy. They are the one who are desperate to sell their dignity.

Seeing her beside my bed I just feel to throw this dust out of my Hotel room as soon as possible.

But Ignoring her, I got up from the bed wearing my clothes and then taking a note book which was kept on the night stand.

I write a note for this girl who helped me to release my stress and satisfied me to the core.

*Here,It is my PA's office number xxxxxx0764. You can ask for as much money as you want.*

Putting the note on the side table where she can easily see that, I left the hotel building entering into my car to ignitae it towards the only place where I get peace.

Soon I reached to the place where my Mother is.

Parking the car outside the most famous cementry of London, The great Victorian cemeteries, bursting with big names and bombastic memorials.

I moved towards my mother’s cementry. Where my mother’s name was written in big letters.

MRS. SOFIA KNIGHT

(20XX-20XY)

was

BESTEST DAUGHTER

LOYAL WIFE

ACCOMPLISHED DAUGHTER IN LAW

PROUD MOTHER

I was standing in front of the cemetery keeping my both the hand in either of the pocket.

“Heyy mom…… !!! How are you.” I said taking a deep breath.

“I know you are fine now. But You know what, I not fine mom…….. I miss you so much. Yesterday again I fought with dad. But its him who always triggered me it’s not my fault mom. I know you told me to take care of him. And I am sorry for not able to fulfill your demand mom. Whenever I see him, the flashback of that night appears in front of my eyes making me to hate him.” I sighed.

“Please don’t hate me Mom for hating him. I am trying to forgive him and It will take time.” I again said.

I was continuously talking to her. Telling her everything that happened in these days.

Didn’t realise when the time passed. Suddenly the sunlight fall directly on my face indicating that sun has rise with the birds chirping and once again with a new Hope, New Ray.

“See mom, sun has rise. starting another new day with you. Keep your blessings on me.” I told her smilingly.

“Aahh ….…… Xavier my child. You are again here early in the morning.” Came a man’s voice.

I turned around and saw an old Man giving me a godly smile walking towards me.

“Mr. Petter……..!!!! How are you?” I asked him as he came and stand beside me.

“As always fine and taking care of your mother.” he joked smilingly.

“of course.....!!!” I chuckled.

Mr. Petter was a care taker of this grave yard. He was here since his wife died who’s cementry was also here. He was all alone. So, he love to spend all the time here, near his wife’s cementry.

For some time we didn’t talk and was standing there seeing sun rise.

“Do you know Xavier what is special about these new rays?” He asked me.

“Yes…..It brings a new hope for the people.” I replied.

“No…..” I thinned my brown at him.

“It show that we still have to face this world. With strength, with hope and with LOVE. He have some life and we have to make it best to our loved ones who are very far from us can be proud.” He continued and at the last word he looked towards me.

I gave him a confused look.

“now I am counting my days to be with my Ruby. And I know soon it will going to come.”He again said getting emotional

“Mr. Petter Don’t say like this....... You are still very much young.” I joked just to lighten his mood.

“Yeah… .. I know” he laughed.

“Xavier you are very young my child don’t just let your self drown in the grief of your mother’s loss. She won’t be happy seeing you every day mouring on her. Let yourself love someone and then you will realise what you are missing after your mother’s loss.” He said patting my shoulder.

“There is no such girl for whom my heart beats. My heart stopped beating ever since I lost my mother.” Replying ,I chuckled sadly.

“Such a girl is definitely made for you. Just that he has not come in front of you yet. Wait a little, one day it will surely come…...!!!” He said and left me their thinking.

‘No Mr. Petter, she will never gona came in front of me. BECAUSE there is no one for me who will win my heart.’ , I thought internally.

I looked at my wrist watch which was now showing eight in the morning.

‘Shittt…… !!! I am again late today Surely I am gona hear a strict lecture from grandpa.’

“Bye mom…I have to go now. Otherwise grandpa will eat me raw if I get late. Although I am.”

Bidding my Mom last time. I again came to the hotel where I had spent my Courful night yesterday. But, not to the same room but to my personal room which was always booked for me whenever I want I can stay here.

I just hope know one had seen me last night coming to this hotel otherwise it will create a lot of problems and Knight's reputation will be on the stake. This is the first time I have brought someone in my hotel otherwise I always satisfy my need in the room of the clubs.

After getting fresh up,I came back to the room wearing my expensive two piece Armani suit of dark Navy blue colour with ethos watch was shining brightly on my wrist. I left the hotel room and entered into my car to ignitae it towards the KNIGHT MANSION. Praying hopefully no one has noticed me entering into this hotel with her.

With in a Few Hour I reached the MANSION. I entered in the Mansion passing through the four section ground floor which is Knight's lavishly Living room and entered into dinning hall. We have a eight storey house or you can say Mension Or more it look like a castle.

The long and Royally rectangular Toranto Dinning Table.When we talk about dining tables we think of putting all the family at the table and serving the best of dishes.keeping theses thought in their mind the designers designed this unique and free spirited twelve person dining table.

I find my family having their breakfast in silence. My dad, Mrs. Knight or you can say my so-called step mom and my step brother I didn't find my grandpa on the breakfast table . And my step brother is also their quietly eating his breakfast not bothering his surrounding.

By seeing My so-called Dad and step mother's relationship,I think they might only been together to satisfying there body desires only.

Mrs.Knight hate me more than anyone because of me she won't get what she wanted and that is CEO'S position for her son. Although I don't hate my step-brother Damien Armando but I also don't like him much.Even though he is not like his mother.

He is sweet funloving and joyful person. He Loves to annoy me with his stupid jokes and pranks. One day I burst on him for this and from that day he stop doing that. I felt weird for scolding him but I ignored it as now I don't feel any emotions. It's better for him only so that he don't have to endure my wrath.

About my mom, it is the most dreadful topic for me because she left me in this cruel world alone to deal with these disgusting people when I was Eight years old only. And that thing made me cruel arrogant and heartless person and adding my agonizing past to it has made me a complete basterd person.

My mom she was very kind lovable and innocent women everyone love her accept my dad. He never accepted her as his wife because she was a illegitimate child of her father and after her death he married this money hungry bitch who just want luxurious life only.

My dad comes here in weekend as he is currently in New York for some Deals of our business project. he never care about his family he only known one thing in his life and that is money, Mrs Knight currently stay with him in new York but after business trip will over they both will be back here they both were their only for few months.I never call her mom because I never accept her as my mom nor she accept me as her son.

Reaching dinning table I asked one of the servant about grandpa's where about and she informed me he was in the garden area.

I immediately went towards garden area and saw him having his uswal morning tea with Fries.

"Good morning Grandpa." I greeted my Grandpa while kissing on his wrinkled cheeks.

He is the only one whom I am very close after mom and grandma ,he is the one who genuinely love me and always care about me.

"Very Good morning son..." He greeted back with a smile and I sat infront of my Grandpa.

“Why are you having your breakfast here in the garden……..” I asked him

“Today I felt like eating in the open air. This is how your grandmother and I always used to have our breakfast in our young days.” He replied seeing the surrounding “it feels so peaceful having breakfast here………” continuing he smile at me.

After few minutes later I saw Dad, Mrs. Knight and Damien also came in the garden.

"Good morning brother...." Damien greet with a cheerful smile. I simple replied 'morning' I know he will be hurt by let be......

suddenly grandpa spoke.

“By the way Xavier…..Why are you so late today…..You are a early waker person.” Grandpa enquired.

“Grandpa….wo….I- Ac-actully-“ I was about to reason myself but before that Dad Interrupted cutting me of.

"Because he was busy fucking some wore last night.......isn't Xavier?" he said glaring at me while taking the empty seat on the couche which was on the left side of Grandpa.

Paying him not head to the heels I serve myself a breakfast as servent already brought for me and start eating.

Suddenly my dad spoke again getting in my nerves.

"Xavier.......where are you coming from? And where the f**k were you whole knight.And don't you dare to lie to me " Mr. David Knight, my dad said particularly like shouting at me.Which irritate me more than anything.

After our last night fight I don't want to see his face or hear his voice.

"That none of your business......" I said to him.

"It is my business to know whereabout my son. "He replied.

I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Since when are you concerned about your son... Huhh!! " I spat Venomiously.

"Xavier can't you give proper answer. I know you were with some slut last night in our hotel.My man has seen you entering into the hotel with that whore." He said while gritted his teeth like he wants to break every damn teeth of his.

"Then why are yoh asking me..... when you know everything." I said giving him a smug reply.

"Yes I know.... then can I have the right to ask my son....?" Dad asked angrly.

"you have lost that right years ago dad. " I said continuously chewing my breakfast.

"Xavier......!!!!" He take my name Disbeliefly.

I know he will be hurt but I don't give a damn about that.

"Xavier sometimes listen to me..... it's not good for you to spend your every night with some whore." he again said but this time normally.

I spoke while a chuckle leave from my lips "oh come on dad......you are saying as if you are a saint" He glared at me sharply as soon as That sentence left from my mouth but I didn't bulge my eyes which was staring into him I continued.

"Last night only you have showed your how very much of a saint you are with my secretary..... Fucking her in my god damn office desk. " I glance at Mrs Knight Wanted to see her reaction but she continusely eating her breakfast as if that thing didn't bother her. That her husband is fucking random women at any place. Which kind of women is she?.... I internally groaned.

"Shut Up Xavier's how dare you utter those words......? Did you forget that I am your dad and you should respect me or are you still stuck over that whore that you forget all you manner to behave with your elders......!!!" This time he shouted make me more furious.

"Dad what's wrong with you today ?Why are you so kneely interested in my life suddenly.......And......why are you overreacting all of a sudden at this matter, I am doing that just to relax myself that it. There is nothing wrong in doing that every independent one does that to satisfy their body need and that's what I am doing. And Even you are still doing it after being married.......So why can't I do that I am fucking Bachelorette now. This is my age to enjoy my life.So Don't get mad at me for this silly thing. " I reply him totally pissed of by his nonsense.

"Yeah....right,this is your age to enjoy your life." He sighed Because he knows that he will never win against me.

"Xavier,I am not stopping you to enjoy yourself but please be a attentive all the time paparazzi are around us .what if someone has seen you with that whore,then, I don't want anybody to ruin our Plan, do you get that what I am telling you. " He continue to lecture me further.

"I accept that I still pleasure myself with other womes but I always take cautions. I always prefer safer place.....so it's better never bring those prostitute in our hotels.......Mr Richard has given a proposal for her daughter's marriage with you. so, I don't want him get to know anything about your colorfull nights and let him ruin our images in front of the whole world. Get this thing straight in your mind." At last he warned me.

"I am not going to marry that whore......" I firmly stated.

"Why..!!! Why can't you get married? Atleast She's better than those sluts with whom you hang out every night. She is smart , rich,beautiful and have a standard which matches with our level." Dad argued.

"But say I don't want it and its my final decision.....Now I don't want anymore discussion on this." I said at the finality.

He glared at me but didn't said anything.

I sigh and continue my breakfast without saying anything further They already have their breakfast but didn't let me eat in peace. This is Everyday's drama. Why he always try to force his decision on me....but I am not going to do anything which he wants. There is no need to remind me who i am. I know my place and value. I am proud to be a Knight's blood, Specially Sophia Knights' blood were running in my veins,My beloved mother.

Suddenly grandpa spoke when our conflict come to an end "I know that I have lacked in upbringing of you both but their is no need to show that everyday."he glared at me and dad.

"Tell him grandpa....To.Stop.Try.To.Control me and my life. It's my life I will do what-so-ever I want." I said claming my self down.

"Enough Xavier" He said calmly "David when are you going back of USA " grandpa asked Dad.

"Tomorrow Dad........why is their something ? " Dad spoke and even asked.

"No........just asking !!!!! " grandpa replied shaking his head.

we all looked towards Grandpa as he was looking lost or battling with something.

"what happened Grandpa you want to say something...... you are looking lost somewhere. Is anything happened, You can tell me Grandpa' I will surely solve your problems. " I told to him placing my hand on his hand squeezing it.

Assuring him that I am here for him. standing with him in every situation.

"No their was nothing like that. bjt I want to say something....!!!" He said and then looked at me turning his gaze to the others he continued

"Now may I have your all attention please.I have decided something and I want to make an announcement regarding my decision So, I want everyone is presence at dinner time......Katherine inform rose about it. by the way where is she why she is not present..." Grandpa asked Mrs. Knight.

"Dad,she is sleeping actually last night she studied late at night for her final exams as they are coming that's why.... " She replied, I smile proudly at least she is not like our dad and Mrs. knight. I know her scince the time she was just a tiny baby , after grandpa she is little bit closer to me but most of the time she busy in her studies.

"Sure grandpa,I will be at home at the dinner time. " Saying this I stood up and went inside to take my things and then leave for the office.

coming out of the Mansion I saw my chauffeur,Mack, is ready to take me to my office. He is like a good friend to me always with me wherever I go. I went there and sit inside my latest Bugatti and Mack ignited the engine.

"Today you are looking in a very Jolly mood. What's the matter boss. "he said sarcastically with a playful smirk.

"Not today Mack. I am not in a mood to endure your silly jokes and teasing comment. so, spare me okay." I said to him because I don't want to use my harsh word on him.

he is always like this every time he guss from my facial expression about my mood and try to light it up but not today as I am in a very sour mood because of my so-called dad.i sighed and rest my head back.

During the, Whole ride from Mension to office only Grandpa's word was lingering in my mind. I don't know what happened to him suddenly that he decided something and now he want us to know about it.

'I hope everything is alright and their would be nothing serious.'

To be continued...........

A/N

"Accept responsibility for your life. Know that it is you who will get you where you want to go, no one else."

-unknown