Chapter 57

Ethan's POV

I felt like I was living in a dark world. I was waking up each day without even feeling the excitement of being alive. I was always surrounded by darkness. I once felt the sun lighting me up, but in just one night, it vanished quickly, and I know that I might never see it again.

The night Pennelope left the house, I was kissing Elyse torridly. We were exchanging deep kisses because I wanted Pennelope to know that I do not love her anymore, even though my heart screams the opposite.

When she was already gone, I quickly pushed Elyse away from my lap. I do not feel anything. I did not have sex with Elyse. I just made her moan last night to sound like we were fucking. But I never did. The only thing I did to her was kiss her. That was the only thing we did, kissing. And I am disgusted with myself already.

"What's wrong, Ethan?" She asked me, then held my arm.

I did not move. I did not talk to her. My eyes were focused on the divorce paper that Pennelope just signed. I gulpe