Forty-nine

JODY

It was time to get back up, despite how much my heart was hurting, I decided with resolution as I dressed up, and grabbed my car key and my purse. 

I was going to a grocery shop to get groceries even though my kitchen cabinet was still quiet full of food items. 

I just need to do something I really hate, it was the only way to get my back into function, to think for myself and if possible get rid of my heart ache.

Doing things I hated helped me face reality, and at this point, facing reality was what I needed most. It was over a week and I was still mourning the breakup of someone I dated for only a month, someone who must have even moved on to someone else, maybe someone whose heart he would break after a month. It wasn’t even a real date, we were simply testing and he realized he had had enough and wasn’t interested in me enough.

No hard feelings, Marcus Grant, I get it. 

I hopped into my car, thinking of a way