Chapter 5

Flashback...

Hershey Point Of View

After two years of disappointment in thinking that Alex was the one for me. I met Yuan, Alex's cousin who opened my heart again and fixed it from being broken. Our relationship improved and we got to know each other better. But his parents are not willing to let me be Yuan's girlfriend because he is from the richest family in China. Whereas I'm just an ordinary person. We have land but no fancy cars and big business. Something that I am very sorry for. It's really hard when there's a big gap between our lives, he's heaven and I'm just earth. But he didn't allow his status as a Billionaire and Heir to get in the way of loving me. Something I am very thankful for.

"Hershey!" I turned to the person who called me. He looks so breathtakingly handsome. He was wearing a jersey shirt and shorts. His face is covered in sweat from playing basketball. He's the only man who looks good even when he's sweaty! Gosh! My eyes are becoming sinful again! This guy is annoying!

"Hmm?" my answer. He ran closer to me while holding the basketball ball in his right hand.

"Do you want to come?" he invited. I frowned there. Where are we going? The last time he invited me, it made me in trouble. It's good that he didn't leave me.

"Wherever?" I asked gruffly. He scratched his head before answering.

"At the Mansion. Remember it was my father's 62nd birthday. The Lims and I often celebrate it. My entire clan will go, they are from my Mother's side." he said while looking directly at me. The lifting of his shoulders from the fatigue of playing is noticeable. Its beauty is captivating. The former is really strong and attracted for people of Chinese descent. His skin is very white and has a very pointed nose. He has a set of beautiful dark color eyes. I can't stop myself from being amazed. I'm not drooling enough. Oh God!

I felt a great deal of nervousness and fear in addition to shame. Their Family is well known in the Business Field and he is the next heir after we go to college.

"It's embarrassing. I'm sure there will be a lot of people going to your Daddy's birthday. Then there are Chinese. I can't speak Chinese even though I love Chinese Drama!" I said with a snort. He laughed there.

"Yes..I know you are addicted to people like me." he said with a smile that I had a hard time. This man is really antipathetic. It's so windy! If only he wasn't handsome to me! By the way, he is Frich Yuan Lim Guerrero, one of the most famous handsome young bachelor in recent days. Almost all the women are on their knees here. He is still a member of a famous band.. He really has everything. Smart and good at basketball. That's why my heart beat faster so hard because of shame. Who wouldn't be shy? He's so handsome, and really wealthy. The ones he wears are even branded. He rarely wears old fashion and the old ones. Always on trend. Also the car he uses is a Porsche. Sometimes it's different. Even though I was away from him, I couldn't avoid him. I don't know why. Until we become friends and turn into lovers.

"What? It's time for you to decide. You're with me. Why are you hesitating?" he said while raising his thick eyebrows. This handsome guy is grumpy. I want to bite him!

"You're just asking around. Yet you're like that." I said raising an eyebrow.

"I'm sorry. You're not answering." he said. Then held my hand. I stare in awe. I almost melted with excitement. Who wouldn't be thrilled? they way he look at me, it's enough to take off what you're wearing? My gosh!

Out of everyone I've met, Yuan has the most unique sex appeal. The way he looks at you makes you feel like you're undressing even though he really looks like that. Or it just me?

I felt a great thrill and nervousness. What can I say when I come? Maybe I just look like I don't know anything there.

"It's nerve-wracking. Do I have to come?" I asked him. He didn't answer.

"Why don't you want to come? He's not there." it seems that his brain can no longer think of such a thing. Really annoying! My boyfriend's jealousy and paranoia are still there. I frowned at him there.

"And what if he's there or not? I'm just shy. Also, I promised to forget that he's been gone for a long time. I don't care about him anymore. Because you're the one I love. Do you understand that?" I held his hand and looked him straight in the eye.

"Are you sure?" he said in a worried tone. I laughed.

"How many times do I have to tell you? Wo Ai Ni! My Frich Yuan Lim Guerrero!" I shouted. He blushed up to his ears then reached out and hugged me. I smelled his perfume instead of sweat. Even sweat smells good. The fool was thrilled.

"I'm definitely sure. So don't worry about it. You're thinking too much. Maybe you're the one who hasn't moved on with Hani yet." I said disgustedly. He raised my face when he touched my chin.

"Remember, Hani is my ex. I don't want anyone else but you. I learned my lesson. Stop overthinking. I can only fall in love with you every day." he said in a soft voice. My heart skipped a beat with excitement. I can only hear his words.. This is how a person who is very much in love really feels.

"Just make sure. I'm more territorial than you." I said here while raising my eyebrows.. He kissed my forehead and lips. I smiled at that. My heart ached for his sweet kiss. I responded with the same intensity. When we stopped we were catching our breath.

"I love you, Han." he said. I was stunned. Yuan is the man who never gets tired of being clingy and saying I love you to me. That's why I feel like I'm diabetic now. Char!

"I love you more. I'm always with you, my Han." I said softly.

"So what? Will you come?" he asked me. I nodded. He's good in tempting. He made me go through his tenderness.

I admit that I had a hard time moving on with Alex. But I have Yuan who does everything for me. So even if it is not acceptable to be left and hurt. Little by little I learned to let go of things and let them go so that I don't get hurt anymore.

Moving on is one of the hardest things in life, however, once you do, it'll be your best decision and you'll feel peaceful again. Admit the fact that unless you let go and realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward when you're supposed to do after each heartache.

I remembered the quotes I read in chrome. I really hit it there.

It will be really hard for you to move on if he is still the one you want to be in a relationship with. You can't have a better tomorrow if you're still thinking about yesterday. What's done is done. What's gone is gone. One of life's lessons is always moving on. Don't ever think of going back again to the person who caused you too much heartache. Let's go. It's okay to look back and think of fond memories but keep moving forward. When past calls, don't answer. It has nothing new to say.

Not all the past is brought back to others, you really need to forget it because maybe if you look back, you will be hurt again.