Chapter 61

ROBERT'S POV

I was scared. I could not remember a time in my life that I felt this way. I was curious about that diary but I knew that nothing on God's green earth would make me read it. I didn't want to know anything more than I knew.

Flora had obviously been mentally tortured for her to go to the extreme of killing herself and I did not want to blame myself for her death. I had pleaded with Flora and begged her to understand that marriage between us would not work.

And I had never known about her pregnancy. Why should I be blamed?

I was preparing to go home and join Ariana but I needed to have a conversation with Nate.

He was still so little and I knew he would not really understand everything going on around him but I needed him to be abreast with happenings.

I wasn't ready, however , to tell him I was a father. Admitting that would be accepting the responsibility of being his father. And it scared me shitless.

Ariana was still rebuffing me and I was scared that she would run i