I sat staring at my window in the new overstuffed recliner looking outside and staring at where I could just small pieces of the Alpha home. It was a large compound capable of holding more wolves than it did now but most of our pack chose to live across our large land and only come together for bigger events. Next week was the biggest event in decades and that was because the future alpha, Rogan would be turning eighteen. I wondered how his ceremony would look compared to mine. Certainly not as disruptive as the High Priestess yelling and screaming and then whipping you with chains later until you blacked out. My body was still sore and some bruises still remained. The white priestess Clara, Sophia, Caroline, and Margo had come daily since I was brought here to help heal both Laura and myself. I knew it must be bad because so far they had been like a clock coming in the morning and evening each day. After a week of healing my ankle and knees were finally improved as it seemed
Kellina, There are so many things I wish I could say to you in person but I’m not sure right now you even want that. I know you have now gone through things I could never imagine and I will never forgive myself for being the reason that it happened to you. I completely understand if you told me, you never forgave me because I don’t know if I can ever forgive myself. I should have known that Melina wouldn’t just allow you to leave without her punishment and I wish now more than anything I would not have made the decisions I had because they pushed us further apart rather than close together as I wanted. I hope you know I will do nothing but ensure your safety going forward no matter if you choose to speak to me again or not. I was desperate for you to be free and saw how everyone in the white wolf house was trapped in a sick twisted world where Melina controlled everyone. (I refused to call her High Priestess anymore) I thought I could fix it all for you but in the end, I c
Two days! It had been two fucking days since Corgan had visited Kellina and still nothing in response. My rage was off the charts and I could barely deal with anyone between sparring, working out, and looking at my phone I was too busy to think of much anything else. My wolf was coming out and I was dreading Monday and making it through the last few days of school. The only thing I’d gotten from Reese all weekend was that Kellina would not be coming back to school and would complete her finals over the computer. I was so frustrated she wouldn’t be there at school but then what about graduation? When I had asked Reese about that she hadn’t responded with anything helpful. I don’t know. I’ll try to let you know. Please try to be patient with her. There it was I needed to sit and wait again as if over a week seeing her wasn’t enough patience for me but now my wolf was pacing and angry constantly in my brain. This afternoon would be my only break as Alex was coming over to hang o
I was nervous and excited unsure of what I had gotten myself into with agreeing to allow the Red Priestess to show me things but here I was on Monday morning getting myself ready and heading over to her house. I dressed in the same thing I had been doing which was leggings, a tank top covered by an overgrown sweater. This was what I felt most comfortable in and covered most of the still-healing bruises. I could walk much better though after two more days of healing sessions and I felt better than I had had enough so I thought I could make it through today. I decided to treat it like a school day since everyone including me didn’t think school was something I needed to attend anymore. It was only two weeks but I was ahead as it was in school so the finals flew by and thanks to technology I was done and passed without any issues. My plan was simple for the daily work with the Red Priestess getting to know her then on my way home I would make a small detour to see Rogan. I felt li
“So tell me Kellina what are your questions?” Sarah asked carefreely. “You said we can control emotions how do we do that? Do you control everyone’s emotions? Can you control mine?” I was nervous about what I didn’t know. “I am sworn to sacred oaths, oaths when I feel you are ready to be on your own I will ask you to make as well and before that I want you to promise me unless it is deemed necessary you will not try to control anyone’s emotions. Regularly, you can feel someone’s emotions and sense if they are in turmoil, sad, even hungry, and of course, you can feel lust.” I found myself blushing when she said that because I wondered if that is what she had felt between Rogan and me. She obviously sensed my embarrassment too. “Kellina do not be embarrassed and for the record what I felt between Rogan and you were far more than lust.” “You did? What did you feel?” I suddenly was excited she could explain it to me because I hadn’t been able to myself. Sarah laughed, “Kellina,
The run had cleared my brain and had woken my wolf up to at least paying attention which was exciting in itself to me as I felt a part of me had been missing but now here she was. I was grateful to have her at least awaken and felt her warmth which I knew I’d missed even when I didn’t know what it was. I entered the woods and made my way to the waterfall I could hear before I had arrived and was almost eager to see Rogan’s face but when I reached the opening it was still just me. My wolf guided by instinct had me looking around to make sure we were safe and I scoured the area. It looked the same as it had now weeks since I’d been here I felt the power again of this area and realized it was special to me in so many ways. It was here that Rogan and me connected and it is here where we will either unite or be broken for good. It was also here that I first saw my mother and grandmother in my dreams then Rogan being dragged away. I wondered what it all meant now but perhaps it was jus
It was difficult to not watch a guy who could have walked out of a magazine under a waterfall with the water cascading down his muscles. It seemed to be helping him and it was a good thing because he had come close to going against everything in our pack by marking me before we were both eighteen. I was nervous about the implications if anyone found out but thanks to my comfy sweater and the fact I was probably already in trouble for being gone I doubted anyone would see me. He continued to let the water flow over him and I felt my wolf awakening with every moment we soaked him in. So this is what it took to perk her up a man make that the future alpha wolf. I smiled as I looked on and his eyes met mine breaking out into a large grin of his own. He finally stepped out and I felt my wolf disappointed as he grabbed his t-shirt and put it over him. I had to admit I didn’t mind the view either. “I’m really sorry Kellina.” Doing his nervous gesture of putting those hands through h
The last couple of days had flown by and here we were now Wednesday with this being the last day of school. I said goodbye to some good teachers, coaches, and other students before leaving out the school with Alex and Reese. “I can't believe we are finally done!” Reese squealed. This was her very typical level of happiness and Alex and I just shrugged at each other. It felt different but I was also happy because the last few days Kellina and I had been texting and that was so much more so it was helping me hang in till my ceremony. Tomorrow would be busy getting ready for graduation celebrations and taking in a few early ones from other students then Friday we graduated. Finally, after that, I would meet this aggressive wolf beast that had been making things all a little bit more difficult. Nobody ever told you that having yourself turn wolf the day after graduation could be so difficult. Still, life was changing and I was happy because I knew she was at least there. It’s funny two