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Chapter 90 | No Longer Weak
Lux
When I awoke, I couldn’t help but feel guilt running through me over what we did to Apollo and his wolf. Even Kodi feels numb and saddened by what happened. It’s not what we wanted. It’s not what was meant to happen. He was my mate for goddess sake!
He was my mate.
He was my mate!!!!
But he locked me up, threw away the key, he stripped me of all my freedom, he planned to kill my own brother, and all because he had this unquenchable thirst for keeping me safe and for power.
For power. Isn’t that all it ever comes down to? What anyone ever does? What anyone ever wants? It’s all for power.
It’s always been my fear. Always been my freaking fear that whenever I would get mated to someone they wouldn’t care that much about me, they would care about the title that I held. They would care about that and the fact I was blind because they think that me being blind makes me weak.
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