Acceptance and Fear

Nikki POV

After we ate, we had yet another mind blowing make out session. As always Frankie stopped us just before we had intercourse, much to my dismay. Even if I understand his reasoning, sometimes I feel like he doesn’t want me or other times I feel like a bad influence trying to get him to cave to peer pressure.

This week has been Challenging. I told Frankie about me leaving and then I told Jonas, Charity, and Silvie. Jonas still isn’t speaking to me. Silvie cried, but she understands why. Charity, well she gave me a black eye. That was really unpleasant for a few days, but I suppose I deserved the reaction. Not saying I deserved a black eye, but this is Charity we are talking about and well, she’s the physical type.

The friend group decided to meet up at K&T for macchiatos so that is where I am walking to now. As I pull open the door Kayla, one of the owners, gives me the stink-eye. “You taking one of my best customers away and you didn’t think to tell me?” she said, with a m