Not sure which is worse, so I will say like father like daughter! They both disgust me.
Nikki POV So I woke up this afternoon cuddled with Maisey on my couch. I don’t know when we fell asleep we had started the fifth movie and last I remembered was Gideon quoting the conversation where Mrs. Touhy is confronting Alton and she says, ‘Yep. And it shoots just fine every other day of the week too.’ Oh crap! Gideon. I looked around and did not see him anywhere and then I saw the note on the coffee table: ‘I didn’t have the heart to wake you ladies, but it was a fun evening. I will see you for another round after dusk. Gideon’ My phone started ringing and Maisey sat up, “What is that?” she said. “My phone it’s Frankie’s ringtone ‘Love You Still’” I told her, scooping up my phone. “Hey Frankie. How are you doing?” I said as I answered my phone. “Hey Little Bee. I have been better, but I needed to hear your voice and know you’re okay,” he replied. “Frankie, what’s wrong, are you ok?” I asked. “The pack house burnt down last night. It’s a total loss. It will have to be rebuilt fr
Nikki POV This week went by in a blur. I spent Sunday training with the junior warriors of the Desert Moon pack. It felt good to give my muscles a true work-out. Classes are going good, this first semester feels more like a repeat of my senior year. I am still journaling everyday and this week at counseling was intense. We talked about the attempted assault over the weekend and then we talked about my mom’s death. I had a really bad moment on Wednesday after classes when I was alone in my apartment. I had thoughts of what it would be like to be dead like my parents. Were they happy? Did the Goddess allow them to see how my life is going? Were they proud of me for trying to move on with my life? Was I really moving on with Frankie coming to visit? Was I holding him back from preparing to meet his mate? I cried for hours. Then Gideon came for the evening and pulled me out of my despair. “It’s ok little one, you can be sad for all you’ve been through. Just don’t live in your sadness.
Nikki POV I woke with the sunlight streaming through my bedroom window and Frankie’s head between my thighs. His tongue lazily circled my clit and I lifted my hips encouraging him to take more. He chuckled as he continued slowly, making me want to reverse our positions to ride his face to my release. “Patience Little Bee, I am going to enjoy making you scream,” he said and the vibrations of his words increased the delightful sensations, making me crave release. As he slipped his fingers inside I grabbed onto his hair and began moving with him, meeting his every move. The tension was incredible. “Gah, Frankie! I can’t, I need…YES!” I murmured as he quickened the pace. He continued his merciless assault and as my release came I screamed, “Fuck! Frankie! Yes!” He crawled up the bed and began kissing my lips and I could taste myself on him. “Good morning Little Bee. Did you sleep well?” “I did, with you here,” I replied and smiled. He smiled back and I just stared into those gorgeous
Nikki POV “My sweet Little Bee. I don’t know how I never noticed you before the night of the Blood Moon and more so that first day of training. But now that I have, I never want to let you go. It took everything inside of me to bring you here to this place and leave you, so that you could do what you believe is right for you. I want you to be happy and I want you to be safe. I love you more than the air I breathe, I would give my last breath for you. Fated mate or not, you’re it for me. You’re everything I ever wanted for my mate and Luna. We will get through this, I promise you that. Someday this will all be an interesting story to tell our grandpups,” Frankie said and then kissed me tenderly. He reached over, and pulled my leg over his and kissed me again on the lips, on both sides of my face, my forehead, the tip of my nose, and then that sensitive area where a mate mark would go and it sent shivers through me. Then he rolled pressing me into the mattress and continued kissing me
Frankie POV The drive back to Nikki’s apartment was rather quiet. We met her second guard, Ernesto as he is the one that drove and he is much more calm than AA. I feel confident in the security I was able to set up for my girl. Because she is my girl, I can feel it. I know my wolf Kolt feels it too, because he is restless when she isn’t near. There are so many things that need to be done when I get back home, but I plan to savor this night with my Little Bee. I will make everything work out so she can come home and take her rightful place at my side as my Luna, my equal. When I get home I will make it the place Nikki needs it to be. Some place safe and free of attacks, especially ones that are targeting her. I will stop at nothing to find the enemy and destroy them, for both my pack and for my girl. And I will help my father to rebuild what has been taken from our pack. Nikki POV Considering everything that has happened since the last blood moon, I am happy. Maybe not as happy a
Nikki POV It has been 3 weeks since Frankie left and I have fallen into a routine. I have classes Monday through Friday and during that time I am with Maisey. On Monday’s Ernesto takes me for my counseling sessions. On Friday’s AA picks me up to take me to Desert Moon Pack and either He or Ernesto take me home on Sunday evenings after dusk. Gideon is with me through the evenings when I am not at Desert Moon Pack. Most afternoons are spent with Maisey too. For someone who is never alone I am lonely. I miss Frankie, my friends from home, and I really miss my mom. “Okay Nikki, you have been moping for a week. What gives?” Maisey said as we walked to the dinning hall between classes. “I am fine really. I just miss everybody.” I replied. “Sounds like you need a pick-me-up. How about we go to the salon after classes and get a pedicure or a facial or both for that matter?” she said, trying to cheer me up. I looked at Maisey and said, “Why would you get a pedicure? You’re a wolf.” She lau
Nikki POV I feel like I am sinking deeper into depression. My birthday is just weeks away and the blood moon the week after. Maybe I should just go to Desert Moon Pack for my first shift, it’s a safe place away from humans. That’s all that really matters, right? It isn’t like I have my parents there to make the shift easier. And when I talked to Luna Hope about having Aunt Jeni step in she wasn’t sure that a family member who wasn’t my parents would be sufficient. So it isn’t like I need to go home for her to be with me. Dr. Wolfe has given me grounding techniques to work on, the one that is my preference is the 5 senses technique commonly used for anxiety. First you acknowledge 5 things you can see around you. Then acknowledge 4 things you can touch around you. Then Acknowledge 3 things you can hear around you. Then acknowledge 2 things you can smell around you. Finally acknowledge one thing you can taste. That one really helps when things become overwhelming. I talk or text with
Frankie POV Well that was a shit show! Have you ever traveled in a group? I don’t recommend it. The girls over packed and Jonas, not that he would have known, got sick on the plane from motion sickness. Fortunately for the girls, Tatum and Marcus packed light and we were able to repack all the bags on the way to the airport. I am hoping that Ernesto is the one picking us up from the airport, simply because I don’t know if Jonas could handle AA’s driving. All I know is I can’t wait to have Nikki in my arms. Her lips on my lips and who am I kidding, to be with her again. Hopefully the rest of this trip goes without complications and Nikki will be over the moon to have us all together for a couple of days. “Thanks for the ride Ernesto. We really appreciate it.” I said as we pulled up in front of Nikki’s apartment building. “The air mattresses are in the trunk with your luggage. Luna Hope and some guards will be bringing food in a couple of hours,” he told me as I exited his escalade. “