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Lyn POV.It has been six days since that little encounter with who used to be my boyfriend. Actually , it is not like he officially told me that he did not like me anymore but that was what it was. Any way , it was not like we had actually even been in love since he never trusted the love that I had for him. Damn it! That guy is such an idiot. Anyway, I just don’t want anything to do with him. I lived before he came into my life and I think I will even when he leaves my life. That is exactly how I have been all these days. I have tried and I am now back to my life. I know it hurts me so much inside my heart but it will finally come to an end. I look myself in the mirror doubting if I should go to this school party or not. For the time I was with Nolan, my life had changed so much. He could take me to different parties and that is how I ended up getting used to them. But after that , I think I am right back in my usual life . That is how I am going to be all this time. Now that the
The Bully's secret love He is changed
..Lyn POV.I wondered what the hell he wanted from me. Maybe he wanted to apologize and tell me that what he had done was actually wrong. That he wanted to get back to me. But then as I thought about this…was I ready to get back to him. But then thinking about it all over , he had never directly told me that he was done with me. I was actually me who kept thinking about it all over . Maybe he was actually testing how much I loved him…I just did not know what to think any more. I simply was having so much –but right now was the moment of action. I turned around in slow motion like I was an actress in an Indian movie . I least expected what awaited me – there he was standing, not alone but with a girl whose name I could not tell. His hand was around the neck of that so called date of his – okay , that is what I would tell. And I don’t want to hear any of you saying that I was actually jealous . I refuse to be so for this jerk who does not deserve my love. “What are you doing here ?”
The Bully's secret love Bitter Bathroom encounter
.Lyn POVI was so afraid to look behind . I was actually thinking about what he had in mind. What was he doing here in the first place . I thought he was so busy with that girl whose name I did not even know . I thought he never cared about me at all. what was he doing here then . I did not want to look at him but how was I going to do this . There was actually no where I was going to hide. The only entrance out of these washrooms was where he was standing . I slowly turned to face him . I had actually thought that they were actually the two of them-together with that girl from earlier but she was not their . I some how felt relaxed since he was alone. So much was still going on wondering why he had come here . Maybe he had realized that what he had done was so wrong and so he had come here to apologize so that we can move on again. But what was I going to do? Was I going to forgive him and then we move like nothing happened. Okay , let me not think about all that at this time ,
The Bully's secret love Hurt and Recovering
.Lyn POVI moved towards the party but my eyes were moving around to see where my best friend was . I wanted to tell her not to look for me at the end of the party. This time I was determined to go whether she wanted or not. She was either going to support my move or quarrel at me. At this moment , I was so tired to even care what the rests would be . I was simply going to get a cab and move home. What would counsel me at this moment was for me to get home and get into my shower so quickly and then cry peacefully in my bed but making sure that I did not disturb my mother at all. Did not want her to face any kind of trouble with me since she will be so worried once she gets to know that I have some issues going on in my life about Nolan. I looked around the party and there was no sign of Jean. I did not think twice, I just moved out of the party house. So many guys kept making flirts towards me but I ignored them all. I swear I did not know if I was ever going to trust men at all. B
The Bully's secret love standing up
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The Bully's secret love Friendly advice
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The Bully's secret love Getting bolder
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.Nolan POVI know each one of you have been judging me and almost wanting to hit me up but you have no idea what am talking about . I have gone through so much . Really so much the last couple of days . You almost wanted perhaps to have a car run over me and have me killed . But once you find out what the hell has been going on in my life , I swear all the anger that you feel towards me will vanish before you even know it .For the first time in my whole life , I was finally in love. I had gotten into a relationship something that I had surely never thought that I would be in. I was finally being able to overcome all those that had taken me over . I had now attempted that I was in love with a girl that I had thought I hated for all this time. The girl that I had thought making fun of her was the solution to hide what I actually was feeling . The too much love that I was feeling for her . The kind of love that was actually like a kind of obsession that was so hard to over come. That
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