chapter 57

It's been months I'm still in New York I don't want to deal with anything I'm depressed the doctor a gave me meds to help me sleep and mood stabilizers. But everything keeps playing in my head it's my fault I lost our baby. Allen keeps trying to make me feel better I know he's hurting too but I just can't deal with anything right now so I just sleep. Maria bae how about we go to the park or how about we go back to Minnesota.

No just leave me alone, but Maria no just leave me alone I shout out. Ok I'll leave you alone but remember I'm hurting too he said as he left. Allen I'm sorry I said before he closed the door behind him I just cry in my pillow and fell back to sleep. Later that evening Allen mother came in the room with a food tray Maria you need to eat ok. Why you being so nice now you didn't care about me before I yelled at her. You right I didn't and for that I'm sorry I really didn't mean to hurt my son by hurting you.

Just go away no not going away I will tell you something