Hi readers. My mom passed away this recent week, this is the reason, I couldn't update.
Thank you so much and see yah, next month.Words can deceive the listenersBut not the readers.You heard it 'I want to live my life'But I read it as 'I want to leave my life'.Words can deceive those who can hearBut not those who can feel.You've heard 'I loved you'But I felt 'I lied to you'.Looks can deceive those who took a look partiallyBut not those who can see wholeheartedlyYou looked like an angel descend from the sea of cloudsBut I saw you as a demon hiding your face at the crowd.Stories can deceive those who just read itBut not those who appreciate it.You easily read the passageBut I got the message.A smile can deceive those who are happyBut not those who are waryYou put it to your face easilyWhile I had to wear it having difficulty.Tears can deceive thoTo My Lovely Readers,This previous week I lost my dearest Mom and niece, for now, help me to keep reading and remain for a meantime, and can't wait to write again for an update. Hope you understand. Thank you so much. I don’t know why,but I do not feel like I’m like you, or anyone else.I feel like I’m the only one who feels the things I feel, or thinks the way I think.I’m worried that I’m takin' everything tooseriously, or not seriously enough.Sometimes I want you to see me, andsometimes I want to disappear.I don’t know if I’ve ever truly felt like the ground beneath me was firm.Things always feel like they’re movin' and I never get the chance to catch up to them and when I do, it feels like it all goes too quickly.I am nice to people I don’t like because I don’t know what else to do.I feel like I’m waiting for something but I don’t know what it is.I often walk past people in the street, and I wonder if anyone els
"Can you do me a favor", I asked as you let yourself go from having your arms wrapped around me."Tell me you never really love me, that you chose me out of convenience and that you do not plan on staying in the first place. Tell me that you never really see your future with me everytime, that it has always been an unfaltering blur whenever you think about us, pairs and rhymes. Tell me how your days with me were not as beautiful as the moon at night but as gloomy as the sky at dark. Tell me that it has always been that way, ever since our very first day. Tell me that you just play with words like a poet, that you can make a lie sound so beautiful with countless metaphors and oxymorons. Tell me how long you have waited to escape from my chains and how glad you were when you met her. That, you finally got your reasons to lose grip into us, into what I thought will be forever ours. Please tell me, tell me everything that will make me hate you.Make me forget how your
To My Lovely Readers,This previous week I lost my dearest Mom and niece, for now, help me to keep reading and remain for a meantime, and can't wait to write again for an update. Hope you understand. Thank you so much. AFTER 10 YEARS CLASSMATES"I never seen this coming" words that keep on repeating inside my head. Everybody is enjoying the disco music. Others are eating silently, while some are dancing heavily. It feels great seeing my classmates once again.The sleepyhead of our class is now a licensed police officer who is saving and protecting people. He is now working under the government and stand firmly towards the right and just actions.The "always absent" girl is now a professional Doctor. She is one of the best, in fact she built a charity that helps those poverty-stricken individuals to avail free medications.The one who always ace our exams is now a lawyer. He is now proving his justifiable reasons and give a whole just
To My Lovely Readers,This previous week I lost my dearest Mom and niece, for now, help me to keep reading and remain for a meantime, and can't wait to write again for an update. Hope you understand. Thank you so much. It's been months since we drifted apart, yet your voice is still vivid and clear in my mind, like a theme song of my go-to series, which is stuck in my head replaying over and over again. I missed you very much. I even realized I missed you more than ever as I found myself occupied just by thinking about you. And then you texted me at random yesterday; I had no idea it was you because I had deleted your number a few months ago, along with the things that reminded me of you, which I regretted a few minutes later. You wanted to see me all of a sudden, that made me feel a mix of emotions and a plethora of feelings (just to make things flowery) I had never felt before. It's a mix of excitement and sadness, like a long awaited field trip that you really looke
To My Lovely Readers,This previous week I lost my dearest Mom and niece, for now, help me to keep reading and remain for a meantime, and can't wait to write again for an update. Hope you understand. Thank you so much. I remember when you made a mistake — you were afraid to face, stand up, and fight, thinking that you might not be able to cope. A few nights and days have passed before you learned to lift yourself to the surface. So many opportunities were wasted, afraid that you might not be enough. Those days that you're hated are the days you become a hatred yourself.Through it all, I still admire you. Your bravery in fighting your flaws and sins are unimaginable. But most of all, your eagerness in trying things that you are afraid to deal with, is beyond applauded. Everything that happened was just a phase, no matter how your personality is portrayed like garbage — everyone doesn't have the right to bring you down.We have our issues and phases. T
Chapter 13 (7) His Sweet Wife(Sayruz POV)“Where is Dra. William exactly right now?” Biglang nagsilingunan sa akin ang mga tao sa loob ng isang lobby kung saan nga tumatambay ang ilang kasamahang doktor ni Sasa. Napatayo silang lahat at bakas sa mukha nila ang gulat. Natural na kilala nila ako.Lumapit ako sa isang upuan at dikwatrong napaupo sa harapan nila. Ngumisi ako sa kanila, habang ang mga tauhan ko nakapaligid lang sa silid.“May nakaalam ba kung nasaan ang Fiancée ko? O kung gusto niyo, magkaroon pa ng ipo-ipo sa loob ng silid na ito kung pilit niyong ikubli kung nasaan si Dra. William?” Mahinahon ngunit meron na ngang pagbabanta sa kanila.Nagkatitigan ang mga nasa harapan ko, at kung pilit nilang itatago ang kinalalagyan ni Sasa, makakaharap nila ang demonyo ng hindi inaasahan. Pagod ako at sobrang nangigil sa inis. Wag na sana nilang hintayin pa na masagad ang pasensya ko
Chapter 13 (8) His Sweet Wife (Angie POV)Nang bumaba ako naririnig ko ang masasayang boses ni Grandma. At ng makita ako agad itong ngumiti sa akin. Nasa harapan niya si Dr. Senen at Dr. Sharmaine.“Maupo ka iha.” Naupo naman ako sa inayos na upuan ni Miss Cath. “Alam mo bang dumating na ang tamang araw na hinihintay ko?”Nakangiting napatitig sa akin si Dr. Senen. “Sa wakas, malalaman na natin ang gender ng apo ko sa tuhod. Sobra akong nanabik. Kasi ako dapat ang unang makaalam kesa sa inyong dalawa ni Sayruz.” Saka tumawa na naman ito.Masayahin si Grandma, at dahil riyan may hindi halatang matanda na ang pangangatawan niya. Napakasigla parin niya. Heto yung gusto kong makita kay Mama at Papa. Yung parating masaya?“Sang-ayon ka ba Angie sa gustong mangyari ni Grandma?” Si Dra. Sharmaine. Masaya naman akong tuman
Chapter 13 (8) His Sweet Wife (Sayruz POV)Nagulat ang mga tauhan ko ng lumabas nga ako at sinenyasan ko sila na kaagad dalhin sa harapan ko ang sasakyan. Pinipilit kong may tumulong luha sa aking pisngi ngunit wala talaga. Yung dibdib ko, kahit paano nakakaramdam ako ng bigat, pero bakit parang hindi ako nasasaktan? O sadyang nagulat lang ako sa mga natuklasan ko ngayon?Dumating ang sasakyan at kaagad na pumasok ako. “To the Airport.”Ang bago kong secretarya nagulat sa sinabi ko, ngunit wala din itong nagawa kundi sumunod sa sinabi ko. Isinandal ko ang aking likuran sa upuan, ipinikit ang mga mata at napahilot sa aking sintido. Ano ba ang dapat na maramdaman ko? Ano ba? Siguro dahil sa napakaraming pagkakataon na niyaya ko siyang magpakasal tuluyan na nga atang namanhid ang puso ko.Hangang sa di ko namalayan natawa na lamang ako. Natatawa na hindi ko alam, na parang mababaliw na ako. Napalingon sa