76. Grave

It is hard to do something that you don't want to but at the same time, you want to do it. My mind and heart were on different sides and they have torn me into two.

Confused and frustrated, a mess. Not only not knowing what side to choose but preventing myself from choosing any bad thing that I might regret later.

For me, it wasn't new. I had chosen the worst every single time for myself until.....Andrew came knocking on my door asking me to marry him and for that, he gave me money too.

I heard people saying that wealth could make people powerful and they could buy anything....anyone. Put the right person on the wrong path but never did I think that I would be one of those who would give herself for money.

I agreed to live with a stranger and then have a child with him as long as he was giving me money, but wasn't it the best thing I ever did in my life?

A thing thought to be a mistake became my best decision, that one 'yes' changed my whole life upside down. Once a poor girl who