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Bavina’s POV I let a deep sigh, we’ve been so quiet while we’re on our way to go home. I’m just thankful that his Dad let us leave without insulting me and without saying that Paul is rude to him. It wasn’t my intention to hurt him by saying that his Father doesn’t like me for him, I just can see that we’re just making our situation worse especially once his Father knew that we’re together… well, real relationship now. I just don’t want to be a burden to him. I also want to fight for our love but at the same time, I don’t want our relationship to be a problem to him. Relationship should be our home, not a problem. I love him but I don’t know if we’re doing the right thing knowing that he’s not listening to his Father for me. I fake my cough to get his attention but he didn’t give me a glance. He’s just focusing on driving. As we arrived in front of our house, he looked at me. “Are you mad?” I asked with my low voice. He shooked his head, “I just don’t like what you’ve said earli
After that night, everything went back to normal, except that we’re not eating lunch with Ethan. Everytime we see each other in university, he will just smile at me and won’t talk to me when Paul is around. “Are you still busy?” Paul asked. I have a free time now. My readers are inboxing me already and asking me about the next chapter of the novel, I can’t ignore them. I’m working on the novel these days for me to publish more than five chapters within this week. “You’ve been in front of your laptop these days,” Paul spoke again, trying to get my attention but my fingers are busy typing. I stopped when he suddenly closed my laptop. I looked at him with a serious look, he gave me an awkward smile before he opened my laptop again. Paul’s POV Why do girls unpredictable? They don’t want to be disturbed but when we’re doing something, they are going to yell at us just to give our attention to them! I frowned when she focused on her laptop again. She’s writing and for the whole week,
Paul’s POV After he ended the call, I grabbed my keys to go to mansion. “F*ck!” My hands immediately went to my head when I noticed that it’s raining outside. My eyes are slowly going to black, I pulled my hair as I tried to take the next step to go out. I stayed on my position for couple of minutes before I face the rain, running towards my car. My hands are trembling while holding my keys, I can’t open the engine, my fingers are too weak. “F*ck!” I cursed again as I punched the steering wheel, I tried to calm myself when all I can see is black already. Even my feet are trembling, I put my forehead on the steering wheel. My eyes are open but I see nothing. I can hear the rain from the outside that makes me more weak. As I calmed myself a bit and slowly got my sight back, I started driving despite the ache in my head. I can’t stop whispering while I’m speeding the speed of my car in order to get there immediately. Without looking at my side and just focusing in front, I didn’t
Bavina’s POV “What do you think about the event?” Ethan asks that made me look at him. His eyes went down to the screen of my phone, I immediately put it inside my bag. “Are you sure you’re okay?” he asks again. I nodded, “Yeah, I’m just worried about Paul. We haven’t talked since yesterday, I went to his condo but he wasn’t there.” “Did you two argue?” he asks, I shooked my head. Until now, I haven’t heard a news about him. Aeron and Josh texted me earlier saying they still don’t know where Paul is. I don’t want to force them to find him as I know that they have their own personal life. “I think I have to go now. I want to rest before I go back here for the party,” I say, he nodded, “Do you want me to take you home?” I shooked my head as I stood up. “See you later,” I say and turned around. It’s 1pm already and I wanna rest for a bit as Ethan rented the whole club, so I got tired of roaming around to see if every stations are ready already, especially the kitchen station. It
Paul’s POV “I’m fine,” I said when Josh held my hand to help me. We’re currently here in the hospital. I don’t really know what happened last night, I just woke up lying here already. I called Aeron and Josh instead of calling Bavina because I don’t want her to get worried at me. I grabbed my phone. “Sh*t!” I cussed with my low voice when I saw that Bavina called and texted me many times. “We kept on telling you that you shouldn’t drive when it’s raining because that is what will happen to you but you’re always being stubborn,” Josh scolded me. “Bruh, I’m okay,” I answer as I tapped his shoulder. I sat on the hospital bed and read her texts. “Even though it’s midnight, she was still awake, asking us if we have a news about you. Even though we wanted to tell her the truth, we couldn’t do anything. You, as*hole! My conscience is killing me! You should treat us somewhere nice, I’m trying to live my life better, but you’re making me lie!” Aeron complained that made me laugh. “We’r
“Ouch!” I lied on bed again when I felt that something is tearing on my head and my uhm… down there. I held my head, I winced when I tried to move my legs. Despite the pain I’m feeling, I forced myself to stand up but I suddenly grabbed the blanket when I noticed that I’m not wearing anything. Wait… What the actual fudgee bar happened? I suddenly remember what happened last night. Did I… How?! Wait, I can’t imagine it! Me?! Who was virgin?! Became wild last night?! Aaaa! This was the first time that I attended party and wore uncomfortable dress, this is also the first time that I… Aaaaa! “Good morning, babe.” I turned my eyes on the door when it suddenly opened. I looked away when I saw his smile. Is that a smile or smirk? “I cooked noodles first, just in case you have a hangover. But if you don’t want to eat this, you can eat me,” he says. “Get out,” I say without looking at him. “Wow, that was so sweet, thank you for saying that inside my own condo,” he sarcastically says
I’ve been thinking of revealing myself now that I have no reason to hide. I want to face the thing that I fear the most. I think I also deserve to be appreciated by many people, not just my pieces, but the actual person who’s writing those pieces. “Okay, are you guys ready?” our prof asks. The others are still complaining but the others are excited, of course that includes me. Today is the last day of our class before we take our vacation, and today is also the day we’re going to read our pieces in front of the class. Actually not only in front of the class because there are students that are watching us from the outside of our room, which is kind of scary, but this is the day… “Who wants to volunteer?” our prof asks. Janine raised her hand, so she’s the one who went in front. I looked around to find Paul but he’s still not here. I told him to go here since I have a surprise for him. I sighed before I looked at Janine we she started to read it. A lot of our classmates volunteere
“Are you okay?” I look at Janine when she spoke. I actually invited her to join me to buy a gifts for my family. I also want to talk to her about Tacia. I smile, “Yeah, I’m just thinking of something,” I answer as I look at my foods we ordered. “How does it feel to be Seafly?” she asks, I tilt my head to look at her again. She’s looking at me with curiousity. “What do you mean?” “I mean… You’re trending on social media. You’re more popular than me, so how’s the feeling?” she asks. I shrugged, “I don’t know? I never dreamed to be famous, I just want to be appreciated.” “Honestly I really don’t read, I read some of your qoutes before since it was on my feed, and I know that it’s yours because of the penname. I know Seafly but I’m not a reader, and I never imagined you to be her,” she says while her face is still look shock that made me laugh a little. I can say she’s different from what I was thinking before. “You have everyone’s attention, I won’t get shock if Tacia whom have