Chapter 32Alicia POVI pace restlessly in the living room, running my fingers through my hair. I think I'm beginning to lose my mind, and I'm going to completely lose it if he doesn't answer his phone again. I have been calling him nonstop for over an hour, and he never answered any of them. Don't tell me he's with that bitch again. Fuck it!Finally slumping on the couch, I pick up my phone and dial his number for the umpteenth time, and this time, he finally answers his phone."Hey, sweetheart. How are you doing?" His sweet voice sounds from the other end, and my heart flutters excitedly. Just how I have missed this voice so much. I was happy, but thinking he might've been with Ariel again, I scoff as I suddenly become angry."Were you with her again?" I ask sadly, and I heard him sigh, which only confirms my suspicions. Tears well up in my eyes and soon they fall freely down my cheeks as I hold my phone tightly like I want to break it into pieces. Why always her? Why has he chosen
Chapter 33Ariel POVHanging out with Max today was so much fun, and I can't deny the joy I am feeling right now. You can call me greedy, but fuck! I don't want this to end, not ever."Don't you think we should head back to the office?" I ask him once we arrive at the front of the restaurant."No, I will go back later," He replies to me casually, looking a bit moody. What is going on in his mind? Is he feeling guilty about hanging out with me? Is he feeling like he's cheating on his wife? Those are the questions that never cease to flood my mind after I glance at him. I just wish that this man is mine, and nothing is stopping us from being together, but it hurts so much just at the thought of him being someone I can never be with."Hmm," I nod my head as we finally step into the restaurant. We have just been strolling around endlessly without a destination in our mind, or in my mind, rather. This restaurant is different from the one I've been to with Alex in the past.Although the pla
Chapter 34Max POV"What about your wife?" She asks me, and I gulp down nothing nervously. I have been asking myself this same question, I have been trying to hold back and not allow my emotions to get the best of me, but the more I try to, the more it seems to be consuming me. I have fallen deeply in love with her, that I don't want to hold back anymore, even though I know this is wrong, especially now that my wife is pregnant.'Alicia' with her name ringing in my head, I ask myself if I still love her like I used to. It's obvious that I don't, and I don't know why. I have no clue how I started losing the love I had for her. Even if there's still some love left in me for her, what I feel most is the guilt of betraying the woman that loves me with everything in her."Do you...not love her anymore?" She further asks, and I sigh briefly."I do..." I reply, and she scoffs without even allowing me to go any further."What do you take me for? A fool?" She scoffs, and I bite my lip. Would s
Chapter 35Alicia POVMy legs wobble as I climb the staircase, tears streaming down my cheeks. My fear has finally come true. My nightmare of losing Alex has finally come to pass, and all this still feels like a dream. All these years, I have been trying so hard to keep up with Max, for his sake, I have been doing everything for his happiness, but I couldn't also help the fear that always filled me, and I was right all along.Finally pushing the door to my room open, I drag my feet inside and slam it close behind me. I run my fingers through my hair as I crash against the wall. My heart feels like it's being ripped off my chest. How the hell did I make the mistake of getting pregnant for Max? I have always taken my pills, so how the hell did I make this mistake?Scurrying over to the bed, I raise it and reach out for the pack of pills I kept neatly there. I check the packet thoroughly to be sure that it hasn't expired before I took it, and I am certain that it hasn't. What the hell ha
Chapter 36Max POVI woke up quite early this morning and went to check on Alicia after I got dressed for the office, but she was still sleeping, and I didn't want to wake her up. She was so sad yesterday that we ended up not sleeping together in the same room. Walking down the hallway minutes later, I stop in front of Ariel's room and stare at her closed door.'What about your wife? Do you not love her?' her words replay in my head, and I sigh briefly before I proceed to walk away. I have been asking myself that since yesterday, I have been trying to think of what to do but nothing has been coming through. Everything is just so messed up.Arriving at the dining minutes later, I hurry with my breakfast before I leave for the office afterward. I have a board meeting to attend in the company at 9am, but I have to be there earlier so I can arrange everything before my clients arrive, to avoid Alex coming late again like last time.Arriving at the company after being stuck in a traffic j
Chapter 37Alex POVAttending meetings has always been my biggest challenge, but it seems like for a businessman that has many clients and board members, it's not something that I can avoid.My eyes are on Ariel as the meeting is going on because she's just so beautiful that I can't bring myself to get my eyes off her. I don't know what this feeling is, but for some unknown reason, I feel so excited when I'm around her. I know you would be shocked when I tell you that I have always known her even before we met at the hospital that day. To cut the long story short, I know she lives with my brother, I know she's carrying his child, and I'm aware that my brother is having feelings for her. It was all my doing anyway, so how the hell am I not supposed to know about it?"Are you here at all, Mr. Dante?" One of the board members calls my attention, and I tilt my head to find everyone staring at me with blank expressions on their faces. Honestly, I've not really heard anything they've been s
Chapter 38Alex POVTears stream down my cheeks as I drive down the road minutes later. Just the thought of how much Max was good to me makes me feel less of a human. As much as I want to conclude that I am doing the right thing, knowing that it's all for the sake of my mom, I still can't help the truth standing and glare back at me. I can't deny that I'm doing what's not right.I pull over at the side of the road and bring out my wallet from my inner pocket. I stare at the picture of my supposed mom, and a drop of tears slid down my cheeks. Although I never talked about it and pretended that everything was fine, but I can't help it anymore. It hurts that this woman is still alive, and I have never got to see her all my life.'Why did you keep this from me? You are such a selfish man' I remember those words I said to my dad when I first found out the truth, but he told me he had his reasons for doing that. He told me he only did that to protect me, and even though I was mad at him, I
Chapter 39 Alicia POV "I told you to be careful with it, how could you have done this?" Mr. Dante yells at me as he grabs the flower vase from the pillar and smashes it on the ground, and I flinch fearfully as tears stream down my cheeks. "Why the hell didn't you take the pill? I told you to never make the mistake of getting pregnant for him no matter what happened, why the hell did you do this?" He screams again, and I gulp down the sudden lump that forms in my throat. How this man dare scold me now when he was the one that lured me into doing that is really crazy. How could he even think of scolding me? Yes, I want to scream at him and tell him how much I hate him for making me do this, but that is not the best thing to do now. I need him to help me talk to Alex. I can't lose him. "I know I messed up, Sir... But can you please help me talk to Alex? I don't know what's going to happen. I can get rid of the baby without a trace if he wants me to. I don't want to lose h