23

ODEYA

The whole of me needed the distraction, I needed to focus on something that wasn't the guilt of Ameerah’s death. One of the guards told me Katya went to see Ameerah right before she killed herself, Katya must have said something that triggered Ameerah.

I couldn't bring myself to go to Katya. I didn't want to hear the dirty words that would come out of her mouth. The best I could do for myself was distraction.

I couldn't even be there for her burial, Nathan was the one that buried Ameerah. According to the law of the pack, offenders are meant to be fed to the wild animals but Nathan insisted on burying her. Being the beta it was easy for him.

While I visited my parents with the kids. Mom and Dad haven't stopped their love, they loved each other to the fullest and I am happy they didn't lose that. Despite that, my dad hasn't been able to get a doctor to attend to him. This was all because of me because I am a shame to them which caused my father to lose his position as the pack