Author POV:-One Month Later:-Jonathan lies on his back staring up at the ceiling, the breaths beside him not comforting him in the way they once could.Jonathan turns to look at the dark haired woman beside him, eyes closed to cover her dull blue eyes.There's scruff covering her face- Jonathan used to love that on Trisha.He sighs faintly, turning his head back to the ceiling, adjusting the sheets against his naked chest.He misses the way things used to be- the things he'd used to love more than anything about his omega."Jonathan?" She asks from beside him faintly, "Do you ever miss it?""Miss what?" Jonathan asks, voice quiet and hoarse, though he knows full and well."You know exactly what I'm talking about," She says, voice sounding hurt."I'm afraid I don't," The word tastes like poison on his tongue."Do you ever miss her?" The Omega voice is barely a whisper and she's now peaking over at Jonathan with blue eyes.Those eyes weren't her eyes, those lips would never be the sof
Author POV:-{one week later}Jonathan still had yet to call Trisha back. He wanted to, badly. He wanted to call Trisha back more than anything. Especially tonight.Tonight marked when Trisha and Jonathan would have been mate with eachother 2 years ago. If Jonathan hadn't royally screwed it up. Of course, it wasn't completely his fault, but he wasn't innocent either.Jonathan resolve was wearing thin, and it didn't help that he was wallowing in his sadness. So, instead of being the smart, reasonable person he was, he downed the rest of his drink and picked his phone up to make a call.He heard the telltale sign of the answering machine, and had to wonder if Trisha was safe at the time."Hello, Trisha. I hope you're doing alright. I shouldn't be calling. I really really shouldn't. But I miss you. I miss you more than I should be missing you considering as I was the one who walked away. Or maybe I just miss you more than I want to. I hope you don't hate me, but I understand if you do. I
Author POV:-The days went while watching TV instead of being at work, which means others have put her on babysitting Trisha. Sara scoffs to herself and shakes her head to walk to the kitchen to fetch a glass of water. For the first time in a long while, her throat feels dry. Sara sits up when she notices Trisha switches the TV off."How are you feeling?" She asks."I'm fine Sara. You didn't have to skip work for me.""I know. I just...""You what?" Trisha snaps and immediately regrets it. She is irritable nowadays but none of it is Sara fault."Sorry Sara...I'm not..." Her throat closes up with thirst and she finally brings the glass of water to her lips, gulping it down. "I'm just worried. Others are too. You've been like this ever since you arrived and I feel so helpless and angry and I want to sucker punch that son of a bitch." Sara voice thickens and jaw clenches at the same time. Trisha gives her a weak smile. "It's not his fault.""Whose fault is it then that you are like thi
Author POV:-She hoped Alpha can help her during the heat. It's her first heat after two years. Monika told her it was probably because of her mental health and stress that it delayed a little. And Trisha was convinced.It wasn't the first time she experienced these cramps anyways.It's been like this for almost a week where she would get the same symptoms she used to get when she was pregnant with her dead pup.Nausea, morning sickness, fatigue, lightheadedness....But there was no way she was pregnant...No fool would think that, because it was obvious why...So she know she was in pre-heat.And if her assumptions are in fact correct than today, she should be in heat.Trisha went to the bathroom to take a warm bath hoping the pain would decrease a little.She wished her heat would start soon, so it could end quickly and less suffering on her part. She wanted it to end so she can be strong and in shape. She don't seem like a weak Omega now. She didn't want to worry about her friends.
Author POV:-Today Jonathan didn't feel like going out at all, he just wanted to lay down and relax. But it was still too early to sleep so he sat on the couch watching random TV news.They avoided each other and didn't bother even looking at one another.It's just that, after all those times where they barely spoke, it made things awkward and he wouldn't know what to say to her. He didn't wanna deal with that.He'll just watch some TV and then go to bed.Suddenly the door of the bathroom from upstairs slammed shut and then another door opened and closed again making him jump a little.What happened?He thought Trisha was asleep already..He got up to see what was up.Once he opened the door, he saw Trisha laying down in bed, texting on her phone while sniffling softly. But quickly wiped her face when Jonathan opened the door.The alpha stepped quietly inside and shut the door."Are you crying?" He said after a little while of watching her type away on her phone.When he was ignored,
Author POV:-The next morning they were woke up. Trisha whined in annoyance burying her face in her pillow. SHte feel like her pain is coming back. Her doctor told her that being near with her Alpha so she can clam her Omega. Trisha knows she needs to talk to Jonathan as soon as possible. They are getting divorce soon and she knows Jonathan is not going to help her but at least from now if he stops sleeping with others. It will calm her Omega.This time, realization seemed to hit her, noticing how she managed to find her way to her mate and hold him in her arms while they were asleep. Feet tangled together, while she spooned him from behind.She panicked and tried to act cool, wondering if Jonathan realized it yet or not. The Omega carefully removed her arm, casually and cleared her throat, forcing herself to yawn.Jonathan still didn't budge."I am going to make breakfast, if you want you can join." Jonathan said which makes Trisha fitch, picking himself up and getting out of bed.Be
Author POV:-Jonathan was restless. He kept turning and tossing under his blanket. It got a little too hot so he ended up kicking his blanket off the mattress. But now he felt cold. Why did he turned on the AC? Where did the damn remote control go?He checked under his pillow and found his phone instead.It's 2:30 am. No text from Trisha. Yet. He don't know where is she? Maybe she is Keven and Jennifer. Jonathan contemplated wether to text Trisha just to make sure.He hovered one finger above the keyboard, but then he pulled it away. Fuck. He knew this decision was a bad idea. Brandon was crying when Trisha left them after he outburst on her.He agreed because everyone in the group agreed. He didn't want to be a brat and just went along.He decided to text Keven instead. He saw him working late at the Studio on his was out the two hours ago. There's a chance he'd still be up.'Keven''You still up?' Jonathan Jonathan sighed as he watch the screen dimmed in front of him.'I just finis
Author POV:-Trisha stares into the flames of the bonfire, watching as it dances and flickers in the slight wind. It's a little nippy, but the weather is considered perfect for the full moon festival tonight, encouraging all the wolves in family to come out and play and flirt and dance the night away.She looks down and toes her bare feet into the soft sand, lifting up the hem of her wide leg pants to reveal a thin yellow gold ribbon tied around her left ankle.Its significance is large: at least what the doctor said. The doctor gave her pils and ribbon when she told him about his Alpha decison. Jonathan will never help her with her heat and according to the doctor if she didn't take the Alpha help she can die. The chances of her surviving during the heat is 80% but 20% is still not a joke.After that day she and Jonathan came back to Jonathan main house and others to. According to Sara they want to spend time with Trisha and they want the whole divorce process to go smoothly.And Jon