LIFE AND DEATH

ADRIAN

I shouldn’t have left her there.

I kept telling myself that from the moment I turned my back on her. But she was mad and only I understood the gravity of what I had done. She needed more time—I needed more time—and I’ll give her all the time I can take from staying away from her—before I needed her back by my side—but even that wasn’t a lot. I’ve never regretted something as much as I did now and I couldn’t believe what I did.

I traumatized myself and made my nightmare cry by taking the one thing that really connected us, before I knew it even existed, and crushed it. How could I live with myself knowing I was the one who pushed her, that… I killed our pup.

I’d always wondered how soon our risky sex would backfire but this was a rebound I'd been waiting for because I thought having one would… do something to help our… It was a stupid idea and the horrible result of it confirms that.

I didn’t know how I’d get Aurora to look at me