Trust

Katya

Hot and cold.

Warm, and scary.

"Baby, wake up. I'm here with you."

That voice. I wanted to wake up to him, to hear that delicious chuckle that reverberated through the room, lighting up my insides.

Rock hard muscles were flushed against mine, warming up my skin, soft firm lips placing wet kisses on my lips.

But although he called to me, hands shaking my shoulders and tugging my body towards him as that thick voice whispered to me, I couldn't stay awake.

I was afraid of the monsters within, more than I was of the ones outside.

Yet, I couldn't run from this.

I was drowning again, my chest heavy as I choked and felt my ribs hurt so much.

Was this what it felt like to embrace the darkness?

In my mind, my hands were spread as I surrendered to the heavy pull of the waves and the seductive allure of the waters sending me towards the ocean.

Here, I didn't have to bother about whether the man I was madly in love with was only using me, or if my enemies would get to my son.

It was better