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We arrived in Paris and went straight to the hotel, I'm very tired, I need a hot shower and bed, tomorrow I'll take a walk around the city with Maria, before her first show, if I don't go out with her, she might have a attack, after the parade that will be the day after tomorrow in the afternoon I will have dinner with my friend, I took my shower and went to bed where Maria is already, she is wearing a mini sweater, I think she is trying to get my attention, but I am not very interested, although it's been a few weeks since I've been in the mood for anything with her, the only thing I really want is to put an end to this absurd relationship, I'm really fated to suffer for the lack that Ana makes me, I miss that devil every day since she left my apartment, today I know I was a big asshole, I don't know why it took me so long to figure it out, and the worst of all is not knowing where she is, or how she is, sometimes I catch myself thinking about it, but then I regret it, because I know