Cult of Love Chapter 13 - Shikoba

What was going through my mind when I told Rohan I’d go through with the mating on the next new moon? I must have been insane to say I’d be ready to do this in a WEEK! I haven’t had sex with anyone since my surgery. Well, I tried to be intimate, but the guy freaked out when the reality of my transition hit him, and I’ve not bothered since.

“Everything okay? We don’t have to do this. I can turn around and take you to your apartment or hang out at the house. Whatever you want and are comfortable with.” Rohan offered, placing his hand on my knee, making me jump, and I realized I’d spaced out.

I shook my head and quickly typed my reply. He’s better with sign language, but I don’t want him to take his focus off the road to read my signs.

“I’m okay. I’m just nervous, and that won’t change by putting this off for another month. So, no turning around.” I assured him.

“If you say so. The offer is there even after we get there. You decide this is too much, and we will go home.” He promised a