Fake Royal

My mind was in dispair right now. I was hysterical and I didn't know what to do. Alex had been gone for almost a month. I wanted to walk around the garden and spend time with snowy. I wanted my freedom and if forgetting everything was what would make it happen. I would do it. Alex wasn't letting me leave no matter what so I had to compromise. I cold find a solution afterwards.

I prayed he would come back but it's been a month and he hasn't been back once. I need him. I need to be free. I'm losing my mind. I can hardly sleep and I'm lonely. And whenever I feel dispair it eats away at me. I'm completely alone. What if he never comes back and just leaves me here? I need him and want to hold him.

I had been crying non stop for weeks, every time any bad emotion showed up. Happiness and any other good emotion made this situation worse because as soon as the emotions were gone, reality would hit me. Whoever used magic on me has helped Alex out more than they've helped me out and