Soul bond

As Alex grabbed at his throat I watched him for a second before my emotions hit me. First it was shock and than as I watched the blood start to gush out of his throat and mouth the reality of the situation hit me full force. I just stabbed him with a knife meant to kill permanently.

"Omg No no no." I cried as I grabbed him. What have I done.

"Alex. Please. You can't die. I'm sorry." Tears were falling as I watched him lose the life in his face. He spat blood out of his mouth as he took his last breath.

What have I done? I instantly rewinded time to the moment before I cut him but he was still the same. I used a forbidden knife. "What have I done." I cried out as I laid him down on the bed. I tried healing him but nothing worked. I couldn't reset time otherwise he would be lost forever. This was unfixable.

I, I. My emotions. My heart, why am I breaking? Why does it feel like I lost something? I laid on him and could feel the pain consuming me. Why did it feel like I cou