Chapter Seventy Two

Love was not what I wanted to confess without being sure. I have not accepted this feeling yet. But drove me, it carried me and stirred me toward my acceptance of his marriage proposal and getting married to him. The feelings were like a heavy current pushing me toward him and wanting to spend my entire life with him but I need to identify what name this was.

He got up from on top of me and I sat up, I stare into space refusing to look him in the eyes.

" Can you say something," He added and I sigh, I guess I have to come out straight with him.

" I don't know," I said truthfully to him. I knew there was a feeling I have for him, it was like a pull, it was not lust or mere affection. Deep within me told me it was love but accepting it was difficult for me to do. I probably need to discuss it with Tonia and she might be able to explain it to me. It is so confusing.

" Are you still finding it difficult to trust me after all I have done to prove my lov