Kate

Kate POV

Desire is dead. Alexander is dead. Vampires seem to be dropping like flies around here. Isabella is still standing. Thank goodness. I need her here with me to help me sort this out.

Before the fight, Isabella sat with me, she held my hand and talked to me. Her words seemed to soothe my soul. I want her help and Erick's. I think I do, anyway. I think Isabella can help me sort all of this out.

When I saw myself in the mirror earlier, I noticed how different I looked. I realized something is wrong with me and I have to stop it. My mind is going a thousand places and I have no idea how to fix any of this. My focus needs to be on my baby and not on revenge.

Isabella seems to know what is happening. She never wanted to hurt me or my child. Something inside wants revenge, but there is something else that wants to end all of this and return to normal. Alexander manipulated me. I think every single person in my life is manipulating me. They all want something from me and my baby. I ne