I had loved him before and it was not enough. And now he hurts me by wanting to be with me. I still love him, I do. I'd do anything for him. The thought of being in his arms again was making my heart come back alive.
Though I know he will tear it apart once he had had enough of me, I will do as he asks. Cause that's how much I love him. Yes, I still love him, although I keep it hidden inside. No one needs to know, not even the man I love.
*****
Armand was as strong as I remembered. It has been decades ago, that he had fallen out of love with me. He had hurt and tear my heart apart the moment he ended things between us.
The room that I used to be in, the bed that he used to worship my body in, the s
I've never known feelings can be so complex. He was once my lover, he once warmed my side. He made my mind at ease every time he was in my bed.With Basilea, I was feeling another kind of fondness.Ihadn't felt the same for another being and I don't understand why I couldn't reciprocate his feelings toward meback then.It'll all be so simple if I could, I wanted to feel the same towards him. I don't know why, though I strongly wish I could.*****"He still loves you, you know that right?" Basilea asked as she wrapped her arms around my body. It had been a week since I visited him back in his room, he has been keeping himself busy with his peers.
I didn't want him to die. He shouldn't die. He's a king, a fallen angel. It was all his succubus demon fault, though I know it wasn't.Hate is a strong word. After being sent down to hell because of my vengeful hate towards my beloved mate, I struggle with the feeling.Until one day Ifallfor King Armand and all Icouldfeel was the love I have for the angel. No hate, not until my king was struggling for his life.*****"How long?" I asked Gaelan, the healer looked uncertain about his wound saying any poison shouldn't affect Armand this fast."Talk to the human, ask him what poi
Never thought one's feelings can be strong, even stronger than your own. We feed on these said feelings, though arousal has always been the main course.Arousal is simple, always gets stronger nearing climax, and when on high, taking in the bliss, the feelings stay, tingling after the burst.But love, love is just weird. I never did like cupid.*****"Armand, it had been days, you're feeling better, at least send Titus to look for him." I leaned closer to his side giving him comfort as I lay in his bed.I've been with him long enough that I came to learn that there was depth about king Armand. His feelings for me hadn't come unr
It used to scare me to think that one day I might lose him. And now that I have, I left without looking back.I had adoredhim, fixated, lusted, andlovehim. Although he did not.I knew I'd fall for him, the second I saw King Armand. At that moment my heart starts to feel again. The fallen angel was gorgeous, he was tall with a warrior figure and a strong handsome face showing off his perfect masculinity. His wings were as elegant as himself. It stretched wide and had the blackest, softest feathers and the strength to knock down his enemy withoneswoop.But all those were in the past. I was determined to forget about king Armand.*****
Once a screw up always a screw up. That was what my grandma always told me. Amazingly I killed my parents when I was still a toddler because I got too excited and my dad forgot to put down the fire on the burner, causing our small home to burn down killing my parents with it.My fault, all my fault. Just like what I did with Basilea. Apparently, she did not love me back, and my grand gesture almost killed King Armand and almost caused a war between two kingdoms.I amSavaric and I believe I'm cursed, and apparently, hell could not contain my stupidity. I raised havoc wherever I go. Even down in the hottest pit of hell.*****I'd rather be dead than feel the immense pain from
The were-witch was the one that got away. He healed me and made me fall for him.A long time ago,I didn't mind that he didn't see me aside from his sexual partner until I couldn't then I left him.After Gerold, I've learned to love my king and I've failed to be loved in return once again. Maybe it has always been me. Maybe I am unlovable.*****"I don't know... will the curse actually breaks? what if it gets worse, well maybe death is coming. Um... I don't think I mind anymore."There was sadness in Savaric's eyes, though his words were spoken without any hesitation. I looked at him then at Gerold. Finding my w
Feelings stirred, emotion flared. Guilt weighed heavier because he was gone. My oldest friend and best general left because I couldn't love him the way he wanted me to.Basilea showered me with her affection, she pushed me to go and find him. Though my stubbornness made me lose track of him. Titus had searched high and low but failed to find him.Today, I've accepted the notion that Magnus didn't want to be found, and I was okay with it and decided to focus on my little demon instead.*****"I thought you hated Ranulf, are you sure about this?" Basilea asked for the second time. She looked worried that I was still holding a grudge against the king for claiming Rain as his mate. The truth w
Being with others can be proven difficult. Jealousy couldn't be avoided though we're in the same room and eventually on the same bed.Menagerie had always been a thing with sex demons and I should've known that by taking Ranulf's kind gesture I was opening myself to a downfall.Jealousy is a bitch and I'm the hellish King that needs to put on his big boy pants and calm the fuck down.*****I didn't think that harem court was the first place that I thought when I saw the entrance. The intricate design was hellishly regal, and the wooden and stone carvings were perfectly placed. The red and golden colorings indicating the royal color of the south kingdom made me think twice about the kind of