Darkness collides with the white

Leonor pov

I had been sending prayers to the moon goddess , I miss Jewel . I feel lonely. My head is so quiet without my wolf and her annoying, always right attitude . I know Orion is really trying but I also know he is afraid to push for answers , answers I honestly don't know .

When I try to reach the part of my mind that seems to be dark and clouded as soon as I push against the darkness I am knocked unconscious by the pain it shoots through my head . Last night was the first time I allowed myself to feel since I came home , I missed my mate . I missed his touch , his scent and his love .

Last night I let myself be drowned in his warmth and love , it was the first time I felt normal . I woke up this morning alone , I panicked for a moment until I realised I was at home in our room . Orion must have felt the panic down our bond and came out of the bathroom with soap still in his hair .

“ Leonor, are you ok ? Crap “ Orion says as he falls over his boots with soap now in his ey