The confession

Leonor pov

I am all over the place with my emotions , Orion says he understands and will take it at my pace . I know he's made for me but I can't help that voice in my head . I have mentally schooled myself to be strong , I can't help it with my childhood .

Two weeks after my mother had died was the first time my father hurt me, as a five year old who couldn't understand why my mummy wasn't here anymore .

I watched as my father grew into a monster after that . I very rarely saw anyone unless it was necessary , my father told everyone i couldn't cope with seeing people . The pack saw him as a doting father , that was so far from the truth .

As a child I would pray that the moon goddess would save me and she would hear my prayers . I guess in a way she did , she gave me Jewel early . Once I became a teenager I had started to try to avoid confrontation with him . The last time I saw the man who they called my father was after the worst beating that resulted in me being left for dea