Chapter 230EdenWaking up today is much harder than it was yesterday, because I already feel how sore I am, and Devante is saying words.Words that are annoying me."Eden, open those pretty eyes."I push at where I think his voice is coming from. "Noooo," I groan."C'mon, are you okay?""Annoyed," I mumble.He chuckles loudly. "Are you not a morning person?"Opening my eyes, I glare at him. "Not until after I've had my first cup of coffee," I sigh. "Usually you don't see me until after two." "I was starting to wonder if I'd need to pull out the smelling salts.""Are those really a thing?" I ask, turning my head to the side. "I've only ever heard of them in old movies.""They are." He reaches out, putting his palm on my forehead. "Just making sure you don't have a fever.""Am I good?" I grumble, wrinkling my nose at him.Even though he's annoyed my slumber, I'm still thankful I woke up next to him. Here, I feel safe. Safer than I've felt in years. Last night I slept lik
Chapter 231DevanteMy heart pounds as I head back to my bedroom. After the past few days, seeing her so vulnerable and with her guard down, I'm more attracted to her than I've been since I saw her for the first time at the coffee shop. Protective.It's something I almost didn't recognize any longer. An emotion I haven't let lodge itself in my chest since Trina. I'd given her every part of me, and we'd sparked fast. We'd burned, hot and heavy, until we'd erupted into a flame that smothered itself, and took everything in its wake right along with it. This isn't what I want with Eden, but I'm terrified.Afraid to put myself out there again, but at the same time, afraid that if I don't I'll lose what could be that once-in-a-lifetime thing all the men and women around me talk about. I've taken responsibility for her in this moment, and I know I'll have a responsibility to her in the future. She's buried herself deep beneath my skin, and I'm not going to be able to give her up easily; ev
Chapter 232Eden"I can't believe you're watching this with me," I giggle as I lay on Devante's couch, my legs in his lap as we make our way through Love is Blind on Netflix."It's what you chose." He shakes his head, lifting his eyes upward. "But I can't believe it either. Two days, woman, we've been watching this shit, and I am more invested in Cameron and Lauren than I am my entire love life up to this point."I laugh harder, which causes slight pain along my stomach. I grip the pillow harder, laughing into it."Be careful," he warns."Then don't be so funny."That's one of the things I've learned about him in the past few days as I recuperated at his house. He's not nearly as serious as I've always assumed he him to be. When we've hung out with each other in the past, maybe we haven't been able to let our guards down the way I thought we had. In this setting we are; we're learning all the things about each other we haven't asked about before. Being in his space with no one els
Chapter 233Eden"Are you sure you're ready for this?" Devante asks as I sit on his bed, putting my hair up in a high ponytail.Excitement flows through me like the current of a river. "I haven't seen anything other than the hospital or your apartment in a little over a week, D. I'm ready."He laughs. "That's painful, the way you said it like you're sick of being with me."My eyes roll and a smirk curls the side of my lip. "I'm not sick of being with you," I make sure to clarify. "I'm sick of being stuck in one place where I can't go do all the things I've always done for myself.""So in other words, it's not you, it's me."Giggling, I shake my head at his ridiculousness. "Exactly.""Do you need help getting your pants on?""These aren't pants, they're leggings," I correct him. "These are things you should know.""Typically I'm cutting clothes off of people, I don't have time to know what to call what they're wearing."It hits me hard in the chest - what he's saying. I don'
Chapter 234DevanteThe smile on Eden's face is the best thing I've seen in days. The joy radiating from within is intoxicating. She's in her element as the girls surround her, loudly talking. "They've been waiting all morning for her to show up." Menace comes to stand next to me, folding his arms over his chest. "She's been begging me to bring her since we woke up," I admit. "But I've been worried about it being too much for her. I don't want her to tire herself out and have a setback."Menace nods. "I get it. We always want the best for them, and there are certain times where we have to take a step back. Instead of being an overbearing asshole, we need to be understanding and let the women in our lives do what is best for them. It's hard." He runs a palm over his still-thick hair. "Especially when we want to keep them safe, we want to protect them from everything that could possibly hurt them. To let them go out in the world and stand strong? Fuck, it's anxiety I'd never expe
Chapter 235Devante"Promise me you won't do anything you shouldn't do." Eden glares. "I think I know how to take care of myself, D.""All I'm saying is we had to force you to go to the hospital." I shrug."Low blow.""Hey, I do what I have to, to make sure the people I care about are taken care of."Her eyes, almost the color of sand this morning, soften. "I get it. I shouldn't have put money before my health. I learned a lesson."My chest swells with pride. Other women I've been with would take this as me being an asshole, but the fact is, I care about her. "I'm glad." I let my hand drift to her chin, tilting it up so we can focus on one another. "You mean too much to me to let anything happen to you."Her gaze travels down to my lips, her arms wrap around my waist, her fingers dig into the muscles of my lower back. She wants it, and so do I. I'm contemplating leaning in and stealing the taste I want so much when the doorbell rings. Both of us groan and I allow my forehead
Chapter 236EdenThe silence after Devante leaves is loud as hell in my ears. I'm not sure I've ever heard a ringing so annoying. Going over to the coffee table, I grab the remote and quickly turn on some Netflix, not even caring what it is I'm watching. Anything to fill the huge hole him being gone has left in his space. There's a part of me that wants to be nosey and see if I can find out anything about the notoriously close-to-the-vest EMT I met on the third day I'd been in Laurel Springs. Immediately I'd been struck by the smile on his face and the warmth in his eyes. He'd been walking into The Café and I'd been walking out. We bumped into one another and I felt a connection I've never felt with another human being.My phone rings, disrupting my thoughts. When I see my mom's name flashing across the screen, I quickly pick it up and answer. "Hey!""I'm so glad to hear your voice," she says quickly. "How are you feeling? I can't believe you wouldn't let me come down there and
Chapter 237Devante"Are you nervous?""Kinda. I'm afraid they'll tell me I can't go back to work, and I really need to. The books haven't been done in two weeks, and I have no idea where I am with profit and margin." She pulls her bottom lip between her teeth, obviously worried about what's happened in her absence. "You know if there's anything I can do to help you, I will.""I know." She reaches over, grabbing my hand with hers. "You don't know how much it means to me that you'll offer.""It's not just an offer, and there's a bunch of people in Laurel Springs who'll help too. We've talked about this. All you have to do is ask.""I've never asked before, but I'm beginning to learn it's okay to do that.""Most definitely. In this town more than ever. Hell, people came out to buy the most basic coffee I've ever seen in my life to support you."She laughs. "If I'd known it was going to be that easy, maybe I wouldn't have worked so hard to set myself apart. When I do profit and