Why was it taht he smiled at everyone but not me am I that hateful. It was he who betrayed me with the women who stood beside him yet the blame was all on me that I betrayed him. Am I that easy to bully. Determinedly I forced myself to look away from the imposing figures. why, oh, why, when Marc treated me so badly, did he have this disrupting effect on my senses? I was really pathetic. Even in the middle of the fierce argument I knew that I was not immune from his personality. Physical attraction has a lot to answer for, I thought and I jumped for a second as Carl came behind me and put his possessive hand on my arm .“You have returned! I am glad the room was very dull, without your presence. “ “Really?” I said in laughing disbelief. “How would you know when you were in the garden? ““ I could not bear the room anymore without you, so I went out for fresh breath. “ He confessed.“I see. Are you going to sit down? ““No, I don't want to sit right now. But if you allow me, we can t
“Let my wife go, Carl!” Marc shouted very loud and clear and I could hear the anger in his voice. And I heaved a sigh of relief as tears rolled down my cheeks.And I knew at that moment that I will forever be indebted to Marc for this as he saved me from losing my dignity but I did not know how to face him now because of my stupidity. I have caused him a big trouble. After being released abruptly from Carl’s grip, I felt myself falling weakly to the ground. It was Marc’s grip that supported me and helped me to regain my balance. As he held me tightly. “Marc, listen to me, Please!” I said pleadingly. “Go back to the house, Carmen! "Marc ordered harshly. “You can go through the inner door of the garden and make sure you are not seen….you are not a pretty sight right now,” He added angrily. “Go, now ! I have a business to attend here,” Staring at Carl with a loathsome expression. I knew that expression and was aware o
The desire that I had held back all these years was wanting to come out as his hands were moving all around me and my body was aching for his touch.“Please Marc! I want you.” I said shamelessly raising my hands to his chest unable to disguise the weakening emotion turning my lips to water. I couldn't help it. With almost like an animal growl he dragged my resistant body against his and I no longer pretended to repel his advances. My arms tightened around his neck, so that my fingers were buried in his hair and I pressed my body close to his holding nothing back, in my newly acknowledged love for him.“Carmen I want you!” He groaned trailing his lips sensually over the soft skin off my shoulders and pulling away from the shoulder strap, with an unsteady hand and kissing my mouth with his own like a starving man suddenly presented with a feast.“ Marc Marc! please love me! ““Your dress helps me with it,” Marc muttered huskily struggling for a mome
I woke up with a start, to find my body dripping with sweat and the bedroom light still burning fiercely. I got up and turned off the tormenting light, my whole body aching with unfulfilled longings. I still responded so passively to his touches and I knew no man can ever replace Marc as he could make me untrollable and it was only he who could turn me wild and do things which no one woud ever think of. I sighed and turned over restlessly as I threw myself again on the big bed and after some time I went off to sleep.When I woke up next the sun was shining brightly through the window and there was the smell of coffee from the small tray bedside table. Ada must have just left it there, I thought struggling quickly and reaching out for my watch, kept on the bedside table.“OMG! It’s one in the afternoon.” I had overslept.I gasped for breath and then quickly hurried out of the bed and drank the cup of coffee. I was
“Oh God ! “I put a shaking hand over my mouth. “When you crashed ?” “When I crashed,” he agreed thickly, those little flames in his dark eyes. " I pulled myself together. “Now I suppose you are trying to claim, it was my fault you crashed?” He shot me a disapproving look and said, “It was my fault for being so stupidly affected by seeing the notice you had sent me that morning. If I had my mind on what I was doing I would have seen the lorry before I hit it.” “Too bad, that for once your concentration wasn't working properly.” I marked coldly. “I thought nothing ever came between you and your work.” I had gone too far I knew that as I saw the little flames burst into my face. I got to my feet to run but it was too late. Marc had captured me in his arms his hands were violent and his mouth closed with mine. I knew I had been waiting for it ever since I woke up. It was a long way past pretending. I wanted to feel that hard male body forcing me down onto the bed and I did not even be
My face went white. I abandoned my pride because this was now a conflict so bitter for it to be of any use to me. “If you touch me, I will hate it,” I whispered in a scared voice.He laughed and there was a naked desire in his eyes, a feeling so powerful that I went rigid with terror in front of it. He had never before looked at me like that. No man had. Marc had often looked at me with passion in the past but always with love, now there's nothing warm or soft about the expression in those beautiful dark eyes.I have never seen that expression in a man's face before but I knew it now, I had no hesitation in recognizing it.Lust, I thought sickeningly. It was an ugly word for an uglier feeling, but it was what I saw in his face as I stared at him. His eyes were as hard and as inhuman glittering and his nostrils flared above his mouth.“Don't..." I whispered. " Please! “His hands moved slowly and I watched them with fear,
I had woken up in the middle of the night and for a few minutes after our fierce lovemaking, I had leaned against Marc, eyes closed, breathing heavily, then repulsion and self-disgust has swept over me and I had to run from him as though from the devil himself. For hours I had paced around my room and I got inside my quit and had recalled how we had met. Six years ago It was my birthday and I had gone out with my two friends and Englishman and Harriet my roommate. We had gone to a nightclub and the music was blaring deafening our ears but we were still enjoying it. “Ah…the party song.” Henry my friend wiggled his eyebrows. “ Come both you girl must dance with me.” He took both our hands and was leading us to the dance floor but I denied saying I was too tipsy and will not be able to gel in the crowd so they left me seated there went on dancing. I was looking at them and enjoying my drink.“You know, I can teach you if you want to dance.” A seductively sexy voice whispered from just
“You can’t even lie Carmen, your eyes say it all. So where are you planning to move?” He asked suddenly. My eyes went wide and I asked. “How did you know?” “Don’t you hate me because as far as I know I am the reason you are facing these problems?” He said gently. I moved away from him nervously. “Why should I blame you. I am happy that Harriet showed her true colors and please don’t feel bad about it as I don’t blame you. But how did you find out?” I asked him curiously. “Well, I heard her boasting about it to her friend when I had gone out for lunch at a near by café and I couldn’t help but hear it and that’s how I came to know that my attention towards you had caused her to get jealous of you and so she moved out with her other friend just to teach you a lesson.” He paused and then continued, “ I am sorry Carmen my one-sided attraction has caused you this ordeal but I can’t help it I like you and I want to be with you. I know it’s too early but will you be my girlfriend.” My mou