The space heater made a small difference, but a noticeable one. Jackson turned it off at night. He didn’t want to start a fire and have to go down the death trap of a fire escape. But during the evening hours when the chill was really starting to set in, it was pure heaven to be able to wrap a blanket around himself and enjoy the warmth blowing on him.
Wren never seemed to feel the cold. He never complained about it. He never shivered. He never asked to get under the blankets. Jackson was jealous. Jackson was made for warm sunshine. He wanted the heat on his skin. Not the tingling numbness of being too cold.
The passing of a week brought a fifteen degree temperature drop. Frost glistened on their window in the morning light. Jackson could see his breath when he and Liam walked to class in the morning. Liam was just as bundled up as he was, so at least Jackson wasn’t the only one wimping out over the shift in weather.
Wren was curled up on the bed tak
Jackson hung up the phone. Zain was staring at it with wide, surprised eyes while Wren didn’t look shocked in the slightest. Liam was frowning at the two wolves. Jackson really should’ve put it on speakerphone so they could all hear what was said.“Warrick said he’d show me the ropes. Since it’s my first time registering a wolf in the fights, and as a sign of no ill will, he can guarantee me four million, just to sign him up. We also get a portion of every dollar that’s spent betting on him and we can place our own bets down to increase our profits,” he gave the shortened version to Liam.Liam’s face slowly morphed to match Zain’s. “A sign of no ill will? What’s that mean?”Jackson grinned. “I bid against him for Wren. Honestly, he let Wren go too cheap if these numbers are anything close to standard for what kind of money he would have made, but I assume he didn’t want to get on
Jackson re-read the email from his grandma for the third time. He glanced over to where Wren was doing steady push-ups. It had been non-stop since the date of the fight had been set. Wren was either lifting weights or running or hiking or… Jackson was exhausted just watching him. He’d tried to help at first then quickly realized he was a hindrance.“Are Liam and Zain in their room?”“Yeah,” Wren grunted.Jackson opened the door and stuck his head in the hallway. “Zain, bring Liam down here.” He left the door propped open. Several seconds later, they came in and Wren stopped his push ups.“Grandma emailed. Her and Grandpa took out a loan against their farm. They got us two hundred thousand to put down as a bet.”Three sets of eyes stared at him. Finally, Liam spoke. “I don’t know why this made me nervous all of a sudden.”Probably because it was such a reminder tha
Nerves made it hard for Wren to catch a full breath. He’d thought he was ready. Six weeks. Six full weeks of the gym, running, more gym, more running… Jackson tried to keep up with him and remembering Jackson’s panting breath as he finally admitted he would be more useful as an observer made Wren want to smile and he was able to relax marginally.Then he remembered what was coming up and his eyes would pop open. Jackson was sleeping fitfully. Their hotel room had two beds, but after months of sleeping together, they were curled up on the one.Jackson kept twitching in his sleep. Wren pushed in closer and draped his head over Jackson’s stomach. Jackson grunted and stilled. His hand came up and clutched into Wren’s fur. “Wren?” His voice was rough from sleep. “You ok?”Wren thought he was ready. He’d thought he could do this. He really did.“Wren?” Jackson sounded more awake. He scratc
The building they pulled up to was massive. Jackson had driven past it before. Hell, when they’d left town for college, it had been visible in the distance. There was no sign on the building. No name was given to the arena. Nothing signified the amount of trauma contained within its walls.Wren was silent next to him as they stared at the building. “When you’re ready,” Jackson said quietly. Wren nodded and silence fell again. In an abrupt movement, Wren reached over and clutched onto Jackson’s hand. Jackson held on, desperately wanting to keep holding on and drive away instead of opening the door.But, Wren pulled his hand away and instead reached down for the hem of his shirt. Jackson turned his gaze back to the building.“Put it on now,” Wren said.Jackson jerked his gaze back to Wren. Wren’s voice had been steady. There was no quiver of fear. No sound of hesitation. Jackson swallowed hard and nodded. He o
Jackson previously thought the marketplace was one of the worst places to be, but the marketplace didn’t hold a candle to this. A line of cages with numbers next to them and stats on the wall lined the hallway. Each cage was barely big enough for Wren to squeeze in, let alone turn around or be comfortable. Louis Warrick didn’t react in the slightest to the surroundings.Jackson tightened his grip on the leash he held. Wren’s claw clicked against the tile floor. Most of the cages had wolves already stashed in them. Some were snarling at the bars, lunging as best they could at people who walked by. Some didn’t move from their spots. None of them made eye contact with him as he passed by.None of them had fur like Wren.Wren’s fur was glossy and smooth. It was full and healthy. Every wolf he passed had bald spots, thick mats… Jackson barely held back his body’s reaction to gag at the scent of a particularly filthy wolf.
The stadium was fairly empty when the first wolves were led out. Jackson glanced over at Warrick. Warrick was staring at his phone with a frown. He didn’t look up at all as the wolves’ ID numbers were announced. He didn’t look up when the workers unclipped the leashes and stepped back with long rods held defensively in front of them. Warrick didn’t look up as the first snarls echoed through their VIP area.Jackson’s stomach flipped. Every sound was crystal clear. It was like they’d put microphones on the wolves themselves. By the end, when there was a loud crack and chilling cry from the losing wolf’s throat, Jackson felt faint.Wren was going to be doing this. Jackson would hear, in vivid detail, every sound that Wren made.The winning wolf limped off. The second one struggled to stand. His front leg stuck out at an odd angle. His whimpers whispered in Jackson’s ear and sent chills down his spine.The first
Wren could barely turn around in the cage, not that it mattered. The leash kept him facing forward. Even without the leash, trying to twist around in these cages would’ve been more trouble than it was worth. He kept quiet and listened to the other wolves and the crowd filling the building. He knew this. He knew what was expected of him. A calm numbness stilled the nerves in his stomach.It scared him how easy it was to slip back into that mindset. The one that let him do these things and still sleep at night.The first two wolves of the night were led away by workers with cattle prods in hand. One whimpered the entire length of the hall. Wren focused on the sound of his own breathing. They returned later and brought the metallic tang of blood with them. The rest of the day, he would be surrounded by that smell. Was he really so desensitized to other’s pain that it was the smell that bothered him more than the acts that caused it?There were too many
Jackson watched. His stomach flipped and his mouth filled with saliva as nausea hit him hard. But he didn’t look away. He wouldn’t let himself. If Wren was going through this, then Jackson would do what he could to support him.Wren was larger than the other wolf. Even before his fur bristled up, making him look bigger than ever, the other wolf was dwarfed by him. His teeth were revealed in a silent snarl.The fight had to last 10 minutes. That was the bet. 10 minutes and Wren would win them extra money. 10 minutes. 10 minutes of clashing teeth. Of yelps. Whimpers. Fear.The other wolf was young. Too young to be up against Wren. His tail stayed tucked up under his belly, even as the fur on his shoulders rose up.“I told you that you should’ve bet for a longer match,” Warrick said. “You missed the clips from before, but this is that wolf’s first big boy fight. I guaranteed you a win.” He gave Jackson an indul