Chapter 45: What To Say?

ALEKSANDR

The morning seemed to drag on, and not only did I have no idea what I was going to tell Rieka about my memories, but I still felt thoroughly exhausted. Something was definitely wrong with me, but I didn’t want to worry her, so I kept it to myself.

After briefly considering asking for help from a pack healer, I dismissed the idea because I didn’t want to show any sign of weakness to another pack. I resolved to get a moment away where I could call my mom and ask for her insight, but I need to make sure Rieka won’t overhear.

But there was no time for that now. I only had a few hours and then Jacinda would be here. I needed to talk to Rieka about my own memories before Jacinda arrived.

“Love, would you come with me to the library?”

Rieka’s surprised expression was adorable. “Did you have an idea about where to find some new information that might be helpful?”

I smiled but didn’t respond, just took her hand and began leading her down the hall towards the alpha’s private libra