Liam / PanzerI look at Alpha Nikolaos, and he nods. “She did it, just as I suspected,” he says, referring to Demi rejecting the mate bond out of fear. “Now we just need to silently track her since she took the SUV like Mia suggested.”When I woke up this morning, I was determined to get to the bottom of why Levi has turned into something out of our past. What I found odd about the way Demi described everything was the fact that she mentioned he only becomes like this at night.I mean, we are wolf shifters, but not the type to switch up our entire personalities when the sun sets.Luna Mia sighs and my gaze lands on her. “I just don’t understand how this could have happened. Levi doesn’t seem like the type at all,” she says, crossing her arms and shaking her head.“I agree with you, my love, but we can’t jump to—” Alpha Nikolaos suddenly trails off as his eyebrows pinch together. His eyes shift to me and he nods silently… then he scoffs and shakes his head. “Divan is with him and can a
DemiI knew something was wrong the second Liam pulled away from me. The look of complete horror on his face eclipsed whatever sliver of happiness I had felt only a few seconds ago. He must have received something over the mind link, because the faraway look in his eyes tells me someone has spoken to him.“We need to go,” he says in a gruff voice, grabbing me by the wrist. “Get your things and I’ll explain on the way.”I snatch my wrist back and frown. “You can’t tell me what to do, Liam–”“Demi, please,” he urges, shaking his head. “I wouldn’t demand this of you if it weren’t important. Just…please listen and follow me back to the pack house. I promise Levi won’t do anything to you.”The urgency in his tone is worrying me, I’m not going to lie. The fact that he’s asking me nicely and not just ordering me around puts me at ease, and I breathe out a sigh before walking to the bed.“Let me just get my bag,” I say, then I spy the keys to the SUV laying next to it. “What about the car?”“
Panzer / Liam I hold Levi close to me as he weeps, and it’s suddenly clear to me how serious this curse is. The fact that he harmed Noelle is breaking him in two, and I can tell he’s not faking these feelings at all. “Let’s get you into the dungeons, Levi, until the priestess can find a way to rid you of this curse,” Alpha Nikolaos’ voice cuts through my thoughts and Levi pushes me away from him. I get to my feet with the intention of following them when Levi stops me dead with his words. “Don’t follow me, Liam.” Alpha Nikolaos holds up his hand and shakes his head. “I’ll stay with him. Go back to the townhouses and see what has happened,” he says, then he places his hand on Levi’s shoulder and walks him towards the main pack house while the priestess follows them. I take a step back as disbelief courses through me. Levi has never brushed me off like this before, not when I know he needs me. I have to follow him, I have to let him know that I’ll be there for him no matter what hap
DemiI wrap my arms around my body and keep my eyes down at the forest floor. The tears I’ve been fighting back are slowly threatening to choke me, and with the dull pain in my chest, I don’t think I’ll be able to fight it any longer.I thought by leaving it would make things easier for everyone. But now Noelle is dead, Levi is locked up in a cellar and Liam blames himself for all of this.How is a mate bond supposedly a blessing when it isn’t always ideal? Are we just supposed to not be happy with someone else until we recognize our mates? In this case, it doesn’t even feel like a blessing because all it has caused is chaos.What would Luna Mia think of me, I wonder? I ruined the trust we all had because I wanted to be happy with Levi.Shaking my head, I push these thoughts away when the main pack house comes into view. If I’m going to be putting things to rest, now is a good time. Perhaps I can speak with Alpha Nikolaos as well. Maybe he will forgive me after all.“Demi,” a voice co
LiamWith my mind made up, I leave Levi and Demi’s home and make my way to the pack house. I have to make Levi understand things and let him know I am not angry at him. Noelle’s death is all on me because I wanted to fucking act pious instead of coming clean.Before reaching the clearing, I can make out Divan leaning against a tree with his arms crossed. “Rejecting a blessing could be bad for both of you,” were his last words when I asked him for advice. I just didn’t think this is what he meant. “Hey,” he says as he approaches me. “Heading to see Levi?”“I have to speak to him. He doesn’t want me there, I know this, but I can’t let him go on misunderstanding what happened between me and Demi. I have to come clean about everything.”Divan breathes out a sigh and walks towards me, then he places a hand on my shoulder. “Well, you have me if you need a shoulder. Don’t forget that,” he says, then he walks away again.I’ve never had anyone to confide in but Levi, I’ve never had to trust
Panzer / LiamI can still smell the scent from Noelle’s funeral pyre a week after it happened and I can still feel the stinging slap on my face after her mother attacked me. She accused me of not protecting Noelle, and to be honest, I deserve more than just a slap.Alpha Nikolaos didn’t hold back from the truth to protect himself or Levi, and her father saw that as Alpha Nikolaos being trustworthy. He could easily have lied, but instead told the truth about Levi killing Noelle. I suppose that’s the upside; we didn’t lose an alliance.Now I’m here in a separate room far away from everyone, wondering what will happen now.Levi left the pack house a day after Celeste removed the curse, and he told Alpha Nikolaos not to tell anyone where he’s gone off to. That’s fine with me and all… I just wish he would have at least said goodbye to me.It hurts losing him when all we’ve ever had is each other, but I won’t go looking for him. Levi needs space and a lot of healing on his own, and I hope h
Demi He’s wearing all-black tactical gear again, but this time it’s simply black cargo pants, a black t-shirt, and boots. Seeing Liam after so long makes my heart skip a beat and I literally freeze in my steps. He must have heard the way my heart is beating because he turns around just as he was about to knock on my front door. “Hey,” he says as he walks down my front path. “I was just looking for you.” Three weeks apart and it’s like he’s become even more handsome than before. Try as I might, I cannot stop myself from walking toward him and wishing he would wrap his arms around me and call me his. “I was…at Alessia’s house. Uhm, why are you here, Liam? I thought you were away on a mission,” I ask, but then I remember I just saw Isaac return home and Liam had left with him back then. Standing so close to him after all this time feels like a temptation I can’t bring myself to resist. His dark sandalwood scent does things to me that I cannot explain, and it feels like I’m drowning
Panzer / LiamI was supposed to rest for two days, but instead of doing that; I was feeling anxious about my date with Demi. When I was busy in Alpha Bastien’s fights and not thinking about the situation at home, my mind seemed to open up to different possibilities. Being with Demi doesn’t have to be sexual or primal, it could start off as small as a friendship.Then Isaac told me about his relationship with Alessia, and it suddenly put everything into a different perspective. We always think meeting our mates would be this deeply intimate thing that always feels so perfect, but that’s not actually it.There may be an invisible link tying you to that person, but you don’t always have to act on it in a visceral way. So that’s where my plan started and now it’s the morning of our first date and I am a nervous wreck.How does one woo a woman without coming across as too…intense? I want Demi to be mine, but I don’t want her to be scared off. Gods, I’ve fought the most ruthless opponents