Things between Maxim and me seem to be progressing. By progressing, I mean we’re civil to each other now and I don’t feel like I want to kill him. Now I just want to lightly strangle him.He doesn’t bother me and I don’t bother him. We keep out of each other’s way and I find it surprisingly pleasant when I’m sitting on the balcony in my bedroom just staring over the estate.It’s beautiful here, but I am way too stubborn to appreciate the beauty.Luna Mia hasn’t been back since I saw her last, apparently, her son has a bit of a cold so she’s reluctant to leave his side. It’s understandable and I’m actually glad she’s a caring Luna - unlike most out there.A knock sounds at my bedroom door and I frown; when I walk over to open it, I get more of a surprise when I see Maxim standing there. “Luna Mia wants me to take you to the packhouse so you can meet the other brides. Are you okay to go?” I blink when I realize he’s actually asking me if I’m okay to go. Out of the house. With him. He’s
I don’t know how to answer that question, so I just shake my head. “Let us head back, hmm?” I say in an attempt to change the subject and thankfully she doesn’t press me.When we get back to the other women, Luna Mia gets to her feet and walks over to me. “Are you okay? Do you want to go home?” she asks, and I nearly laugh at her use of the word ‘home’ when talking about Maxim’s place.I shake my head. “It’s okay, I’m alright,” I say and am about to walk away when she gently grabs my shoulders and shoots me an apologetic look.“Is this about Maxim’s decision? Are you upset about it?” she asks, and now it’s my turn to frown.“What do you mean?” I ask, cocking my head to the side. “What decision?”The look on her face tells me she’s just told me something I was not supposed to know. Her eyes widen and her mouth opens in a gasp; then she puts her hand in front of her mouth. “Oh…Oh, Xiomara, I’m so sorry! I shouldn’t have mentioned a thing!”I cross my arms and feel myself glaring. “What
Maxim left sometime during the night and didn’t even bother to say goodbye to me. I don’t know what I was thinking anyway, after we fucked last night, I ran to my bedroom and left him standing there. I know it was stupid! But I couldn’t face him after what we did, knowing I willingly gave myself to him like that made me feel cheap. We hate-fucked, it’s the worst kind but also the kind that sticks with you.What's even worse than this is that I won't be seeing Maxim for a while; I’ll probably be gone by the time he comes back. There will be no time for us to talk about this; but do I honestly want us to talk about it?Argh, this is going to drive me crazy. Perhaps I should speak to the Alpha about not sending me away until Maxim gets back; but would he listen to me, though?Before I can wallow more, my bedroom door bursts open and I nearly scream… only to see the Gamma’s brides and Luna Mia streaming in and jumping onto my bed. “Wha-”“We’re hijacking you for the day,” Eden says as s
MaximThree weeks in and we’ve finally decided to infiltrate the insurgent Rogue pack. Ghost and Descry are out circling the perimeter, while I’m checking my weapons knowing that shifting won’t help in this case even if my wolf is powerful.To take these fuckers down, I need to think like a hunter. This pack has decimated two new ones integrating with ours, so it’s my duty to remove them. They’re Mikhail loyalists and our direct enemy, so we have to be on our toes.Throughout this, I have to force myself not to think about my last night with Xiomara. She fit me perfectly, both her pussy and her mouth. I didn’t want to stop; I wanted to get lost in her, wanted to fucking give myself to her and tell her we can stop the bullshit.But then a look of shame filled her as she swallowed me down and she bolted before I could tell her I wanted this and so much more. I knew she wouldn’t listen to me, not when she felt ashamed of what I made her feel.And now all I can see is that look in her eye
My body feels like it's been put through a fucking meat grinder. Every inch of my skin is like it’s on fire and when I breathe, it feels like I’m gargling vodka. Flashes of memory appear in my peripheral vision and I vaguely recall getting home, but that’s about it.I open my eyes and groan at the harsh sunlight streaming into the room, and it’s only when my eyes adjust that I realize I’m back in my bedroom. I lift my hand to shield my eyes from the light, but it feels like my arm is being held down.Sweet jasmine and lavender.Turning my head to the left, my eyes widen when I see Xiomara on the floor with her hand on my arm and her head resting against the mattress. It’s like she fell asleep right here, but why would she? Not only that but her hands are bloodied, almost as if…I look down at my body only to see the bandages and when I lift the covers; I notice that I am naked. All the silver shrapnel and bullets have been removed from my flesh and my body cleaned up.Xiomara tended t
“He’s home, please tell Alpha Nikolaos not to worry. I’ve tended to his wounds, cleaned him up, and made sure he’s okay,” I tell Luna Mia over the cell phone she lent me to keep in touch with her. “He didn’t want the Alpha seeing how hurt he was.”“Oh, thank Goddess! Niko has been trying to contact him through the mind link, but the silver might have blocked it,” she says, relieved and breathing out a long sigh. “Thank you, Xiomara; is it okay if we come by later?”“Please do! We’re having something to eat right now, but I think he’d appreciate it,” I say, turning my gaze to Maxim who nods at me. “See you later, Luna Mia.”I kill the call and put the cell phone down on the counter before walking over to Maxim laying down on the couch. This morning with him was torture; being naked with him in the shower did all sorts to me, but luckily I reined my lust in.He trusted me enough to be naked with me, trusted me enough to let me wash him down then embraced me afterward. I don’t know what’
A weight bears heavily on my shoulders because I am torn between what I want and what I think Xiomara wants. The way she kissed me now shows me that she wants this just as bad as I do, so why the fuck aren’t we giving in to this?Gods, I want this woman.The way she fits me so perfectly, it’s almost as if the Goddess made her just for me. There’s no way this could be wrong, not with the way she makes my dead heart beat with purpose. She feels the same way about me, so why was she hiding it? Why feel ashamed for wanting something that feels so right?But then I finally heard Niko’s voice over the mind link and every bit of happiness I felt crumbled at my feet. Xiomara’s father has come to take her away - it’s too late for us.She moves from my lap and gets to her feet as quickly as she can, then she walks to the closet where I can hear her heart beating as fast as a hummingbird. That kiss was supposed to be a goodbye, not a welcome home. With a groan, I stand up and breathe out a sig
Xiomara I told my father never to contact me after today, that I want nothing to do with his pack after this. He humiliated me for no reason, all because he felt cheated out of something and needed to make an example of me. As much as it hurts, I am glad to be rid of him. Hopefully, I don’t see him again after today, but I wish him well. An hour ago I signed papers anchoring me to Maxim for life, now I’m in the shower getting ready to consummate our marriage. The thought sends a shiver down my spine and I giggle inwardly at how silly I am acting. It still feels unreal since everything regarding the legal aspects of marriage is so clinical, but the gorgeous sapphire and gold band on my finger makes it all so real. I married Maxim; married the man who I thought would be my doom. I dry off and slip on the short silk nightgown before walking out of the bathroom. He’s already laying waiting for me in the middle of his bed wearing nothing but a pair of silk boxers, with one arm behind