A blood-red dress with a neckline that shows off a modest cleavage, a thigh-high slit, flats, and my hair curled in an updo. I never thought I would ever look this elegant, I don’t even recognize the woman looking back at me.We traveled to my father’s territory a day ago, with Nikolaos keeping to his promise. I haven’t seen him at all this entire week, but I know he was around the pack house. His scent was all over, but I never saw him. It was the most frustrating week of my life because I really wanted to speak with him after the way we left things. He’s even got us sleeping in different hotel rooms so we don’t run into one another.We’re supposed to appear happy and in love tonight; how will we pull that off if we’re both trying not to let the other in? I’m not that good of a liar, no matter what he thinks.There’s a knock on my door and Josef pops his head in. “The Alpha is waiting outside for you, Miss Mia,” he says.I nod and grab my handbag while ignoring how gorgeous this eng
I’ve kept my eyes on the fucker the entire evening. After Giovanni announced the engagement, there wasn't any surprise or anything coming from him. He actually lifted his glass in a toast when our engagement and Mia’s pregnancy were announced. Something is up, and I need to get Mia out of here./“I’ll be up on the helipad in the next ten minutes,”/ I say over the mind link and get confirmation that they’re about to start the helicopter, then I lean in to a frightened Mia. “We’re leaving,” I whisper and drag her out of the side door. “Something isn’t right, Mikhail didn’t even look surprised at all.” She nods. “He was smirking the entire evening, it unnerved me to no end,” she says as we reach the elevator. I see Josef running towards us with his weapon and dagger out, nodding to give us the all-clear before he joins us.“No one was following us, I checked all your blind spots as well as the stairways leading here,” Josef says and I slap his shoulder in approval. “Thank you, Josef.
There’s nothing but darkness ahead of me. I can’t see anything behind me, nor can I hear or smell a thing. But something tells me to move forward, towards the red light glowing in front of me.Flashes of memory allude to something bad happening to me, but I can’t remember what it could be. Right now I feel no pain, no worries or stress, or any obligation to anyone. It’s warm and comfortable; I don’t want to leave here, I just want to close my eyes and float.“But you have to leave, Mira,” my eyes snap open when I hear a voice echoing all around me. There’s still darkness everywhere, not oppressing but refreshing, but I am being pushed forward toward the glowing red light.“That’s it, Mira, follow my voice…”Why does this voice sound so familiar? Who is it? I try to call out to it, but when I open my mouth, nothing comes out.I have to move forward, I need to get to them and see who that person is. My heart clenches and I feel tears slipping down my cheeks the more I try to get to that
As soon as the doctor gave me the all-clear, I moved Mia back to my territory. Josef and the missing warriors are nowhere to be seen, but I know he’s already at Mikhail’s side. His father claimed not to know why he became a traitor, while Maxim thinks Mikhail fed on Josef’s insecurities. How the fuck would he have done that, though? How long has he been placed here as a spy? Giovanni begged to see her, to see both of us but I declined; it’s his fucking fault she’s in this position. I warned him that it wouldn’t be wise to antagonize Mikhail, but did he listen? This has now escalated the war in my territory and I know the only way to end it would be by killing Mikhail. However, as much as I want to put all the blame on Giovanni, I know this is more my fault than his. I placed Josef with her, I trusted him to protect her, and I’m the one who made sure he was constantly at her side. I’m the one who made her trust him. /“He hid it all well, old friend. Don’t blame yourself,”/ Knox say
I don’t know what to make of what Nikolaos has just said; all I know is that my heart clenched so tightly that I nearly burst into tears.“Let’s get you back into this dress so we can talk; your body is distracting,” he says as he picks up my discarded dress. “Nikolaos-”“When you’re dressed,” he urges and slips the dress over my head. Another protest is about to slip past my lips when I see how tightly he has his jaw clenched… So I allow him to help me into the stupid garment before he takes my hand and leads me back into the bedroom.He sits down on the bed and I go to sit next to him, but he pulls me onto his lap and kisses the side of my head. “I need you close to me while I tell you this; hopefully you won’t be disgusted with me afterward,” he says with a crack to his voice, and my heart breaks along with him.I take his hand in mine and draw it to my lips to place a kiss, just like he’s done to me so many times before. “I’m not going anywhere,” I assure him without any fancy w
There must be a mistake, there’s no way the Goddess could have blessed me with someone as understanding as Mia. Surely I am dreaming, right? Why is she not running away after I told her about everything that happened to me? Why is she not looking at me with disgust clear in her big brown eyes, but instead looking at me as if I’m precious to her?Does she love me? How…?“Nikolaos?” she snaps me out of my thoughts and I remember that I brought her to the bathroom. She was feeling self-conscious about possibly not being clean, so I decided to do it myself.“Why don’t you go get in the shower so long? I’ll join you soon,” I say, walking to the open space and regulating the water for her. She gives me an odd look but slips out of her bra and panties and steps under the water. Even with her scars, she’s still so beautiful. I can’t believe what she’s suffered under that fucker Mikhail and her father, but I’ll be sure to get revenge in her name.I unbuckle my jeans and step out of them befo
I wake up and stretch, hyper-aware of the rock-hard body behind me. Last night I felt like I shed my skin just by opening up to Nikolaos, and our relationship feels like it can progress from here.He still thinks he’s ruined, and I think that about myself too. I just hope we can grow closer and heal ourselves while we heal each other. Turning around in his embrace, I’m surprised he’s still sleeping. Last night must have been cathartic for him, just as it was for me - a purging of the secrets we allowed to define us. It stops after this; I won’t allow my abuse to take over my life anymore and prove to Nikolaos how much he’s loved.My eyes go lower, taking in his scars and how it now makes sense that he’s covered his body with tattoos. He was hiding his shame and turning it into power by looking more intimidating. I mean, it worked - everyone fears him, and for good reason. He’s not just an Alpha but a Lycan Alpha.Kissing his bearded cheek, I slip out of bed and head to the bathroom
I clench my jaw tight while Dr. Lilah is doing her check-up. I’ve not said a word since I’ve been in her office, and she’s asked me more than once if I’m okay. Ever since Star has returned, I’m starting to see more of what I couldn’t back then. For starters, I’m still apprehensive about Maxim, but I know I can trust him. Dr. Lilah on the other hand…there’s something majorly off about her. “Well, everything seems to be in order, Alpha. Her vitals look good, and the baby is healthy; the only thing I am not too happy about is the lack of sleep,” she says while looking at Nikolaos and me from across the desk. “It’s getting better,” I say, wringing my dress in my lap. “It’s been really difficult to stay asleep lately.” Dr. Lilah nods while Nikolaos takes my hand in his and gives it a little squeeze. Whenever I go to sleep now, I see Mikhail’s face looming over me, raising a knife above his head and stabbing me repeatedly. I usually wake up screaming and thrashing around until Nikolaos m