chapter 36

The thought of someone very dear to me betraying me is what I couldn't handle again and I don't mind treating their fuck up in the worst way they wouldn't even want to remember in their next life.

I don't care who that person is. All I know is I wasn't gonna sit back and let them go away with it.

They would pay and am gonna make sure of that.

I'm not gonna wait for any god to do that for me, and I hope I will be satisfied when I am done with it all.

It doesn't always feel right to do things like this and I've always been a very gentle and thoughtful person.

To me, people's feelings should come first and foremost. I hated hurting anyone and couldn't stand the mere sight of someone being maltreated, not to talk of being hurt.

Why is it that everything I hate is what's happening to me?

Is this a joke or is it how my life really is?. I hate this..I really do.

And I might not have the chance to change anything about the past but to certainly have the chance and opportunity to change a lot