One Hundred-One

This is sounding a lot like my mother. I skim through a few more of the pages until getting to day 12,

DAY 12

I woke up this morning and I am sore and ache all over. I know I finally agreed and allowed Lucas to change me. I didn't expect it to hurt so much; I think I passed out a couple of times and looking at the entries to my journal I have been out for at least 3 days.

Lucas says that the full moon is coming and once I have my first shift, I will meet my Lycan. I can feel her, but she doesn't seem to talk to me. When I asked Lucas about this, he said that she won't be able to talk to me until after my first shift. I am excited, but I am also scared that it is going to hurt like the change did.

The Elder women in my village would always say that childbirth is the worst pain any woman can feel, but they have never been through the change. I would prefer to have many more children than go through that ever again.

I still miss my little girl. She would be 2 weeks old now. I won