POV:Laurel

My shoulders heave with my sob.my cheeks wet with tears that drops from my chin into the water at my feet.

My sob echos In the bathroom,bouncing back to me from the tiles.

I allow my self to cry because I have been bottling up my emotions..I hurt because my boyfriend and best friend betrayed me.hurt that I don't have any family therefore no one could save me from this loveless contract marriage.i didnt know what I was getting myself into,he could be a cheat and he might allow his mistresses into the house to taunt me,after all his mom forced him to marry a girl like me..he doesn't love me..

I cried harder because I wanted to marry for love and that has been taken from me.

I cry because I feel like a complete gold digger and I wouldn't have gotten into a contract marriage if I had my own money,I wouldn't need to stay because he promised to pay all my loans..I cried because I have shitty taste in men , my first boyfriend sold me and the second man in my life forced me to marry him…I o