Chapter 29

I am in my room pacing back and forth trying to decide whether I should tell Chance or not but I don't think I have it in me to tell him about the pregnancy. 

'He deserves to know.' I say to myself as I continue pacing back and forth.

'no that son of a... Argh he doesn't deserve to know.'

'but I shouldn't deprive my baby from having both its parents.'

'But no what if he asks me to abort my baby or worse what if he decides to take my baby then marries blondy and they play happy family with my baby.'

I whisper to myself as I sink to the floor I knew I was being dramatic but I really did not trust Chance not anymore, not after what he did.

' No don't think about that asshole he doesn't deserve it now stop feeling sorry for yourself. '

I say while looking at the mirror. 

'Okay you can do this just go downstairs and have your breakfast, don't let them get to you.' I try to reassure myself then I head downstairs and