Chapter 44: Punishment

AVYAAN

As soon as Nisha walked away, I froze. I looked at the empty room and wondered about the blunder I had created. I messed up big time, and made my family feel ashamed of me, something that never happened in so many years.

I got to know how much my shona suffered because of me, and that made me feel far more terrible. I always wanted Shona to be mine and be with me, and I would do anything to that happen, but with that, I wanted her to be happy, not feel caged with her own people. I failed miserably.

"I should be punished," I mumbled.

I walked out of the house, got into my car and drove as fast as I could. I reached the warehouse which also worked as my punishment room and looked around. I felt like I deserved to be punished, and so, I had to punish myself.

I removed my shirt and picked up the whip which had thorns in it and I started whipping myself hard.

"This one was for making my family ashamed for me!" I grunted as I whiped.

"This for making shona cry."

"This for making her