Chapter 9

I settled back to my room after my long beakfast with my beloved parents, I’m feel so elated, I’m happy that lines is beginning to suddenly fall into places for me, it seems like I’m beginning to see shinning lights at the end of this tunnel, my dad believes my scheme, he truly feels I’m now happy with being married to zayn, I have no choice currently,I would get married to him but I need to see the love of my life, I need to see pater to give him all of me, I want him to be the very first person to have sex with me, I want him to disvirgin me because I already promised him so I want to fulfil my promise.

I layed in bed and my eyes rolled round the roof, My eyesights are probably tired of seeing this same thing repeatedly, since zayn caught me trying to escape after the dinner we all had together,I’ve been grounded, it feels so weird and annoying to be home all day, I can’t remember when last I’ve been given restrictions to go out by my parents, In Fact it has never happened, all