AUTHOR POV And my baby....I don't even know where I can start from with the baby the fact that I was so stupid I didn't know it existed, or the fact that it was dead before I found out about it! I feel like such an idiot whenever I think about it. Why did I not know that I was pregnant?! If I had cared about my body a bit more, maybe I would have found out that I am pregnant? There are so many what ifs in my life that I don't even know what to believe anymore. My entire mind is mess!" She saidMarco felt even terrible when he heard this. All of this is his fault. If only he had paid a bit more attention to her and not acted as if he was disgusted by her, she won't have been so distracted that she won't even know that shes pregnant. It's all bis fault. "I am really sorry. It's my fault. I know that saying that I used you as bait is not going to make you any less angrier at me. I just want you to know that I never meant the words that I said back there. In fact I think.... " He wanted
CHAPTER 129"What are you doing here?" She asked him. "You are hurt. Do you really think that I won't come?" He asked her. Mia blinked her eyes. "I don't want to see anyone. You can leave now" she said in a weak voice.."I know that you're mad. I understand that. But you can't continue to ignore everyone right? I just want to find out how you're doing. I heard about the gunshot and your baby...." Immediately Lucas said this, Mia lost all of her self control. "Baby! Baby! Baby! Can all of you please stop talking about the baby! You don't even know how much I hate having to hear about that baby! Everyone knows that I lost a baby even before I knew about it! Why does my life have to be so horrible? I am such an idiot! I had no idea that I was pregnant! And even when I lost the baby, everyone knows that I lost the baby before I found out about it. I don't want to talk about the baby! Can we Please just leave it at that? I don't want to talk about the baby! She yelled at Lucas..Lucas w
AUTHOR POV Just because he was nice to her a few times doesn't mean that he likes her. "I don't think that he likes me. There's no way that he will ever like me!" mia said. Lucas sighed. "You are sick right now Mia and I don't want to force this conversation on you but I also want you to think about it and think about everything that he had done and how he had acted all this while. I know that there was a time when he was distant from you but I think that it was just him trying to fight off the feelings that he had for you. You see Marco had been raised in a world where he was told that he wasn't supposed to have any feelings at all so I can understand why he wanted to stay away from you to fight of the feelings that he had for you. I have known him since I was a teenager and I can tell you that I have never seen Marco so conflicted over one person before. Of course he had other women before you and they her also lived in the same house with him for a long period of time but he ha
CHAPTER 131AUTHORI just hate that I lost my child. And I hate that I am under pressure to forgive me where is the reason why I lost the baby" she said. "No Mia. That is where you are wrong. He is not pressuring you to forgive him right now. in fact I feel like Marco may hate himself more than you hate him right now. He knows that if he has most of the blame for what happened but you can't put everything on him. as the mafia leader , he has a lot of things to think about and he has a lot of people to consider. He just could not forget about all of this thing. In fact, all that he wants from you right now is for you to get better. He doesn't want you to be stick. Do you think that you can do that for him?" Lucas asked Mia. "I don't understand you!" She said. "You are holding in too much right now and I am sure that it won't let you get well quicker. You need to be alive and strong if you are going to hate him so get better first and hate him after that!" Mia was told. ....The n
CHAPTER 132AUTHOR POV Let me tell you nothing nothing at all the only thing that he had ever done is push how much he can't stand me!" "You really think that he can't stand you? I am starting to think that you don't really believe that he is not in love with you. You are just forcing yourself to believe that because it will give you a reason to hate on him. That's the only reason you are doing all of this! What did he do to deserve all of this from you Mia? Can't you treat him a bit better since he is going through so much already?" Dave asked her. He really hated the way his boss had been acting ever since Mia got into an accident. He had never seen his boss like this before. "It's always about what he is feeling, what about what I am feeling? Why aren't any one of you talking about that? Do you think that I am okay? Well, news flash! I am not! I heard him tell Landers that he doesn't love me! Although he said that he did not mean that, I can't forget that I heard him say that h
CHAPTER 133Dave sighed. He was starting to think that maybe he had really underestimated this woman. She is nothing like what he thinks at all. "I....."He was saying something but the door was pushed open just then. They both saw Marco walk in. Marco looked at Dave and Mia. He could tell immediately that something had happened between the both of them. Marco knew that Dave did not like Mia so he was worried that Dave had said something to upset her."What is going on here?" He asked. The both of them shrugged and shook thier heads. "nothing. Nothing is going on""Really? You expect me to believe that? The both of you look like you've just had a really big fight! Don't tell me that you said something to her Dave! I know what you are thinking but you need to know that I already made my decision and you won't be able to change it!" Marco said. Dave rolled his eyes at this. He knew that his boss had changed ever since he acknowledged his feelings for Mia but he never thought that
CHAPTER 134AUTHORDave shook his head. "You've really changed a lot boss. I never thought that I'd see you like this in my entire life" he said. Marco smiled. "I never thought that I'd fall so hard for someone!""I guess that was why I was so resistant to the idea of being in love with her. Now that I think about it, I had always loved her. But I just did not want to admit it because it would go against everything that I had learned in my life. But here we are. Anyway, don't think that I have forgotten. Back to what we were saying. What did you say to her? Were you giving her a hard time?" Marco asked. Dave chuckled to himself. "I did try to give her a hard time. But I think that I just ended up embarrassing myself. She put me in my place. I was just mad about the way she treated you. I felt that she had no idea what you were actually going through and that she was just mad at you without a good reason. Even though I was yelling at her she did not lose her temper at me and we ended
CHAPTER 135AUTHORAnd it wasn't as if she didn't need the help. Maybe, sometimes, she needed to rest and be taken care of. "Fine. You can get the nurse here" she said. "Thank you so much for agreeing Mia!" Marco said Marco knew that Mia wasn't someone who changed her mind easily when she had her mind set on something. He also knew that she wasn't someone who liked to receive help from others as it made her feel weak. So the fact that she was willing to let him help her made him so happy. He thought that he was finally making some headway with her and that there would be some progress in his relationship with her. Mia did not know what to say when she saw Marco been so happy just because she accepted his help. She could not help but remember what Dave had told her at the hospital. Is it true that she had really been so mean to him after the loss of the baby? she was so lost in her pain and she was clouded by the hurt and hoping that it was all gone that she did not see the pain t