CHAPTER 49

MIA

I was feeling very nervous because I had never for once imagined myself being in this kind of position and it felt so surreal and uneven. I was also scared because I hoped that the gynecologist wouldn't be a male who would be staring down at my vagina or sticking his hands up there in fact just anyone doing that made me feel literally uncomfortable.

" The doctor is going to see you in a bit," the nurse told us after I filled in the form.

I was here with Marco and I didn't know that he was all that serious at all but apparently he was and here we were. We were in the waiting room not even sparing at glance at one another talkless of talking to each other.

I ached to talk to him and had a normal conversation with him. After that night we just weren't the same any more and it felt as though as if we would never be like that ever again.

Even if we didn't have such a special relationship, it wasn't the worst like this and now it was a never ending silence between us.

The nurse came out