A mistake

I was drunk as hell. I don't know why I did it but I always had a crush on him. It was a drunken mistake although I had no regrets.

He pushed me away. I was too drunk to think about anything.

"What?" I hugged him.

"You are drunk Ari."

"So what? I like you. I want to be close to you." I chuckled.

"You like me?" He asked.

"Yeah it is not like you don't know. You don't like me." I was still laughing.

"What's so funny about it?"

"You don't like me and I like you. It is funny."

"It is?"

"Yeah, I am a fucking joke. My life is a fucking joke."

"It is not true Ari."

"It is you don't like me, Leon doesn't like me, now even Renee doesn't like me. Everyone hate me. Now I am not happy I am sad." I sank in his arms.

"I like you Ari."

"But you don't love me."

"I..."

"You don't have to answer. Come on Ian make me feel loved. Even if it is for a while. Touch me."

I kissed his neck and unbuttoned his collar button. He held my hand. He didn't wanted me to make a mistake I will regret.

I kept my leg on