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"I did what?" Ava asked with a soothing smile on her face.She asked me this question ones or twice. I knew that she was mocking me with her innocence."Just tell me." I said. I was freaking out. I was trying my best to stay calm when I just wanted to grab her head and slam it hard on the table.She walked closer to me, "If you think that I stole Ian's phone, leaked my pics and then kept the phone in your bag, then you are right. I did it." "You know what, I don't want to stand here with you." I pushed her out of my way and made my way out. She twisted my arm and snatched my phone.I could have defended myself but I was bot prepared. She paused the recording. Yeah I tried to be oversmart and record her. I was so happy when I thought that I did but then this happened.I tried to take back my phone but before I could she deleted the recording. Thinking this is it? No, she threw my phone out of the window.I mean she did delete the recording she could have just given me back my phone.
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