My house

Dear diary, I was up all night. There was a conflict between my heart and mind. My mind made some valid arguments but my heart was blindly ignoring them.

But hold on Leon was using me because I was letting him use me. I know that I have thought of it before but the situation was different then.

Leon crossed all the limits today. When the doctor told me that my baby was no more I felt more scared than upset because I knew that Leon was going to kill me. He made me feel guilty.

And even yrsterday he was the one who messed up. He was the one who went and slept with some other girl. I should have been angry or I should have felt relieved that he was getting what he deserved but no some how me made me feel sad for him. He knows how to manipulate me. I can't take this no more. I am tired.

In the middle of the night I went to the kitchen to get some water. I saw Leon for a second. There was blood on his forehead. This is some shit that I can't take.

Jake and Leon can't fight as long as they