ASHLEYAs I approached our room, every feeling of shock I felt from earlier, when I saw Duncan and Zelda, slowly vanished into thin air. The more I tried to hold on to it, my desperate attempt at grasping that emotion because it was so much easier to deal with, the harder it got to keep it with me. I was ladened with a sense of guilt that weighed me down so much, knowing I was going to walk into that room that had drained me of my emotions.However, there was this small part of me that held on to a spark of hope that glimmered inside of me, flickering now and then. This positivity that I could walk into that room and he would be on that bed, awake and waiting for me but I knew that this wasn't a book or some movie. This was reality! This was my reality! Yet, I couldn't help but desperately hope for some kind of miracle, some kind of magic.My legs felt so heavy, my breaths coming out so small. I squeezed my eyes shut, drawing in some breath. My hand felt like it was going to slip off
ASHLEYI missed this.I missed being held by him. I missed being flushed against his chest as he snuggled me to sleep. I still couldn't bring myself to believe that he was awake, holding me in his arms. It felt so surreal because I felt like if I let him go, he might disappear from my side and just fade into nothingness. I didn't want to go through all I went through the last time.My lips twitched in my sleep as I snuggled into him, even more, desperate to feel his arms around me. But then, every trace of the smile on my face was completely wiped off when I felt him jerk in my arms, muttering profanities under his breath. His hold grew tighter, almost as though he wanted to squeeze out every ounce of breath I had in me. My eyes snapped open, instinctively, his nails digging into my bare skin and I winced. He was having a nightmare.Again.My eyes flitted to his restless frame tossing and turning in his sleep, his body drenched in sweat. My heart lurched to my throat, blood pounding
ASHLEY"It feels so fresh, baby," He began."So fresh.""My mom and Dad have always been so extra. Well, my mom, mostly." He chuckled."It was my high school graduation. Maria had a little fever and she had to stay back with Alberta, making Mom promise that she wouldn't stay back with her. I was the valedictorian of my set. Geez, you should have seen how hard they cheered for me that day, baby." He spoke, his voice thick with adoration for them, coated with a hint of nostalgia. I couldn't suppress the smile that was beginning to form on my lips."Mom brought up the idea of a family dinner, so we couldn't stay back at school. We headed home…" His voice trailed off and he muttered a curse word under his breath."God," He whispered.I needed no one to tell me how hard it was for him to open up about what was going on with him. He wasn't used to such a gesture."I…"I held him even tighter."We were so happy in the car. They wouldn't stop telling me how proud they were of me. I even made
ASHLEYA soft, tired sound rippled from my chest and I turned on my side, sighing softly. I slowly peered my eyes open, muttering profanities groggily. My eyes locked in a stare with mischievous green ones that gazed at me beneath those thick, long, and dark, dark lashes. My lips automatically curved in a smile and I chuckled, shifting my head on the soft pillow. The light that peered from the bright chandeliers filtered into my eyes all at once but I would be damned if I shut my eyes because I knew there was no way in hell that I could ever get enough of those green eyes watching me.Heck, if it were any other person watching me sleep I would probably be freaked out of my mind but it was only Arden that would watch me sleep and I would feel goosebumps sprouting all over my skin, my breath hitching at the intensity of his gaze. His avid green orbs sparkled beneath the lights, brightening the whole room with the vivaciousness that swam in them. They were warm yet intense, scouring eve
ASHLEY"What do you mean by the editor called in sick?!" I shrieked, slamming shut the drawer that contained my undies. My eyes widened in sheer horror, nearly bulging out of their sockets. My lips were ajar as I tried to analyze the weight of the information that was dumped on me all at once."Yes, Mrs Gray. It happened three days ag__" I totally lost it with her because I didn't allow her to complete her sentence."What? Riley, are you being serious right now?!" My voice rose a notch but I was way past keeping my anger in check. Someone needed to put her in her place and that person was me."Mrs__""Don't Mrs. Gray me! Riley, what the hell?" I screamed into the phone, cutting her off."You mean one of my editors has been sick and you didn't think to tell me? You didn't think I deserve to be informed about it? I should be notified of things like this!" I snapped, getting aggravated."I am sorry, boss." She apologized quietly."I don't need your apology!""Get an editor to review thos
JAXON"What do we know about him now?" I demanded from Duncan, sauntering past him and heading into my study while he shut the door behind us. I was trying to be discreet with work as much as I could. Peach insisted I had to properly heal before going back to work and it wouldn't be that much of a nice morning if she found out that I discarded her warnings of not setting a foot in the study and that was the reason I snuck out of bed before she could wake up.But then, I would lose my mind if I continued prancing around the house without doing anything. I was a workaholic by default. It was only a matter of time before I went back to work. I just had to get her to see the reasons with me."We can't find him, boss." Duncan knew the repercussions of what he was saying and that was the reason he kept his voice really low. I halted in my tracks and spun around, tucking my hands into the pockets of my sweatpants and then, I shot him a scrutinizing gaze, watching him shift uncomfortably on
JAXONThe room was filled with utter silence that had me doing a double take of the woman standing right in front of me, chewing on her lips with nervousness written all over her face. I arched my brow at her, subtly telling her to tell me what had her so rattled that she was fiddling with the hem of her sleeves."Peach?" I called but I got no response."Baby, what did you do? Whatever it is, I am sure we can talk about it." I implored her, keeping my voice overly soft. When she didn't respond to me, I walked towards her, taking her hands in mine."Uh…""Promise not to get mad?" She asked in a small voice and I sighed, nodding but she wasn't content with my response."I promise, Peach," I assured her."So, remember I stayed up late yesternight and you asked me to come to join you in bed?" She inquired, her eyes steadily on mine."Yes, you told me you had some work you needed to attend to," I answered."Well, I kind of lied." She said slowly and I prodded her with my eyes."I booked an
ASHLEY"So, you have fixed everything now?" I asked Riley, a little smile playing on my lips as I descended the staircase. I tucked my hand in the pocket of my shorts, grinning from ear to ear."Yes, ma'am. We got another editor to replace her." She answered, trails of relief hanging in her voice. I mouthed a 'yes' fist pumping the air. Dahlia was a talented writer and I have been dying to publish her work since I went through it. I didn't want her to think we were unserious or that we didn't share in her happiness about publishing her first book. She was an asset, one I would do anything to keep. No kidding, but the girl's got magic in her hands."Now that's what I am talking about!" I chirped, skipping off the stairs."Have you spoken to Dahlia?" I asked."Yes, ma'am. I called her this morning to let her know we have started working on her book and her presence would be needed at the firm." She told me and I nodded my head vigorously, as though she could see me."Thank you so much,