it's just a short chapter because i have a research study coming up. but i will update again tomorrow, or perhaps, edit this one into a longer chapter. Tnx! and God bless!
Rosette was clearly uncomfortable. Her emotions were all over the place. She was jealous, mad, hurt, and betrayed. All at once. And she couldn't help but to let herself get drowned by her emotions. She was very emotional and irritational at the same time.She slumped down on the bed, covering her face with her palms as she sobbed. Her heart was aching so bad and she was hardly crying. She kept cursing Khein as she cried. Her mind was clouded with negative emotions.She suddenly questioned her decision of choosing him over her family. If this is what it feels like to be betrayed again, then she might just go back to her family. Because right there, betrayal is something common to her. She's not afraid to be hurt once again if living with her family because she's already used to it since she was young.But this time is different.Khein is very important to her. Rosette couldn't even imagine her life without Khein. That's how attached she is to him.So to think that he might be planning t
It has been nearly a week since the incident happened. Khein was able to finish off his work while at the same time taking care of his sick girlfriend. She was probably stressed out after the things that had been happening the previous days, thus, Khein finally decided to bring her for a vacation for them to have a quality time together and at the same time to get away with things that were stressing them out.Now, it was only the two of them.Sitting on the white sand next to each other, the wind blew through their skin. The warmth coming from the sun along with the fresh wind were making everything perfect.“What do you think your life will be today without me?” Rosette asked all of a sudden, breaking the peaceful silence between them.Her eyes were fixated to the scenery in front of them. The waves hitting on the seashore, the birds flying on the sky, and sounds of pure peacefulness could only be heard around. It was a beautiful sight to behold.“Hmm, I think it'd be pretty boring,”
She took a deep breath, staring at nothingness while her mind kept playing the things she had said a while ago. She still couldn't believe it that she was able to tell him the truth. She was always been afraid. Afraid to be judged and critized for the way she lived before. She doesn't want the history to repeat itself. As much as possible, she just wanted to bury the past on the ground. But then, she couldn't. And she have to face it eventually.“So, what is it about? Were you married and had kids before?” Khein asked whilst talking to her a while ago, which made her frown and laugh. They were literally being serious and Khein had just to break the mood.She shook her head. “Of course, not that.” “Tell me…”She licked her lips and looked away. She couldn't handle looking into his eyes. “You had probably noticed I haven't talked much about my family, right?”“...Yeah,” he uttered.“Well, you see. I didn't really had a good family relationship with them, especially to my father.” She re
Rosey felt a strong arms encircling around her waist. She immediately knew it was him as his scent infringed her nostrils. A smile quickly made its way to her lips.“You have been standing here for over an hour now, what's the problem?” he asked, his head resting over her shoulder. She was still standing at the balcony, staring at nothingness, whilst reminiscing what they talked about earlier.She gently shook her head. “No, nothing.”“Hmm…”She sighed. She leaned her body against him as she closed her eyes. “You know, I am very happy…”“I am, too.”“Who would've guessed we'll end up together? Looking back, our first impression towards each other was really iconic.” She chuckled. “I didn't even want to see your face ever again.”“You were a brat.” She immediately opened her eyes to glare at him, but Khein laughed. His laughter vibrated through her body. “But I liked you back then, though.”“What do you mean?”“I took a liking to you,” he said straightforwardly, which made her heart be
Things became less heavy and less stressful while staying in the island with only the two of them. Rosette was now happy because not only she was able to have a vacation with him, but also she was able to release the things she kept for over the months of them being together. She was able to tell him about her secrets with no pretentious at all.However… Although things had become better the past days, it was contrary to what Rosey has been feeling recently.She couldn't eat at all. All she does was throw up and get dizzy. She had become a picky eater and was always complaining about the dishes being served to them.She was restless to say the least. Having a craving probably makes every woman go mad. As long as her cravings weren't satisfied, she wouldn't stop complaining and rejecting some other fruit. She even ordered Khein to get her the so-called Durian fruit that could only be found in Asia. Good thing there were some imported products on the market that they could buy, otherwi
“Khein, I'm scared…” she said truthfully. The very fact that she might be pregnant is scary as fuck.She didn't know what to expect.If she's really pregnant, then there's nothing they could do about it but accept. However, it's easier said than done. After all, they don't know parenting at all.Will she be able to take good care of the baby? Will she be a good mother to her kid? Will she be able to handle it? What if she cannot love the child? What if Khein will not love the baby? Will he abandon them? A lot of thoughts were running through her head as her heart couldn't stop worrying about the future.A warm and big hand touches her. She slowly raise her gaze up and met his warm brown eyes. They were so warm and welcoming that she felt immediately relieved upon seeing those orbs of his. The look he was giving her was enough to make her calm down.“Let's just wait for the results, hmm?” he calmly said. Rosette nodded her head. “Come here.”He patted his lap gesturing for her to sit
I held the door and twist it open. In each seconds that passed, the more anxious I grew. My mind was restless, my heart was beating nervously fast, and my eyes couldn't stop from releasing tears. I was scared and lost. I didn't know where to start.At this moment, I suddenly longed for my mother's presence. At this point of my life, I just wanted her embrace and to hear her gentle voice comforting me.If she's just here, I think I wouldn't be this scared. If she's just here, I think I will figure out what to do immediately. If only she's here, I probably wouldn't feel lost.But then again, I turned my back on her. I'm such a disgrace in our family.“Hey…” I uttered as I saw his figure sitting on the bed. His back was facing me. His elbows were resting on his knees while his palms were covering his face. He looked distress and problematic.I slowly approached him and noticed how he smelt of an alcohol. Even though I felt sick just smelling the smell of alcohol, I continued my ways towa
“Okay, so let's see…” the OBGYN said as she ran the monitor on Rosette's flat belly. After the results was confirmed positive, Khein immediately secured an appointment for ultrasound. They have to make sure the child will be safe and sound. With the most prestigious and most expensive hospital in New York, Khein was able to get a one day appointment with the best OBGYN in the city. Khein and Rosette were just different. They're not the typical couples who would welcome the news with all shouting and glee from all the happiness. Instead, they took it quite differently. But that doesn't mean they're not happy, as a matter of fact, they were rejoicing. A mini Khein or a mini Rosette will be soon born in this world.Hands holding each other, Khein and Rosette looked into each other. Both were nervous and excited at the same time.“We could already see here the developing embryo here. The baby is about 2 weeks old and is healthy.”Pure relief and happiness filled their hearts as they list